||ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪʙᴇʀᴏ|| °Nishinoya X Reader°

Reason

Disclaimer- you're gonna hate me for this chapter.... Ai .

Short chapter
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"It's ok Y/n, I've been threw plenty of breakups... Well i was the one who broke up with them soooooo haha." My mom joked while i was crying my eyes out into a pillow, she TRIED to comfort me.

Hinata rubbed my back before speaking, "Mom your seriously not helping." My mom made a small oh noise before popping her lips. "Heh sorry." She apologized.

Natsu jumped onto my body and kissed my cheek. "Your weally beautiful nee-san... Don't let some stopid boy tear you down." She exclaimed, i looked over at her smiling.

"Yeah Natsu your right... Im a strong, independent, bad ahh, smart, perfect person, and i definitely don't need a man." I yelled to myself wiping away my tears smiling, Hinata and Natsu hyping me up.

"Oh but Nishinoya was super adorable and he was so nice i wished you two could've stayed together what a shame..." My mom spoke once again, my eyes watered thinking about him before collapsing into my pillow sobbing again.

"Oh god, did i do that?" I heard my mom asked someone, "Yes!" All three of her children yelled. "Oh im sorry heh." She apologized once again.

Shoyo sighed before speaking again. "F/n it's ok... Ill sleep in your room tonight if its ok with you," He spoke like the perfect little bean he is.

"Ill be fine Hinata i don't wanna be a burden, I'll go wash up then head to bed ok?" I sat up and dried my eyes. "Ok... Ill be in my room good night F/n." Hinata sighed again. "Good night." Natsu exclaimed, "Night baby." My mom waved while picking up Natsu.

"Night everyone." I gave them a weak smile as they left my room and closed the door, immediately thinking about him.

Maybe there is a better reason, i feel like it's my fault... But he said something about me getting hurt, is he in a gang! Noooo that explains why he's always hurt and sometimes distances himself from me when he is... You read to many fanfics.

But seriously someone is hitting him and it honestly doesn't seem like he could fight back against them, because if he could he would.

I need to talk to him tomorrow.

I walked into my bathroom while thinking all this, i started the bath slipping off my clothes once the water go to a good enough warmth, slowly slipping into the water.

"Ahhhhhhhhggg....life's shit... I wish i had a dog so i could cuddle it and it could comfort me." I mumbled talking to myself under water.

"I want an aggressive dog so people who always annoy me can fear me hahah." Chuckling at the amazing idea, "Ill name my dog Karma, maybe Senku... Idk all i know that i wanna dog I'll ask mom." I flapped my hands on the water.

Suddenly i heard tapping in my room...

I grabbed my towel and went into my room, feeling a massive wave of anxiety, what was that tapping.

I searched until i saw a familiar silhouette in a hood at my window, he lifted his hoodie up a bit and smiled sheepishly and waved a little. 

Keno.

"What is it." I was so irradiated that this this... person was at my window. "Please let me in." He pleaded i rolled my eyes. "Tell me what you want then, i might." He scratched the back of his head, biting the inside of his mouth.

"Im lonely." He whispered softly, the real question is how does everyone know where i fucking live.

"Cool your lonely i'm too, do that shit away from me, don't you have friends go away, you annoy me." I was being rude and i knew but i wasn't in the mood for bullshit and i don't trust Keno.

"That's so cruel Y/n... Please~ I'll wait outside until you finish bathing." I especially don't trust when he does that ~ thing, somethings up.

"Be honest Keno do you wanna fuck me or something because it won't happen." He groaned at my comment, i tilted my head. "Your so ugly Y/n who would have sex with you." I glared at him.

I leaned my head on my shoulder, "I could think of someone..." I mumbled trying to contain my tears. "A breakup?... let me in Y/n," I glared at his face.

Such a rat... Whatever.

I hesitantly opened my window allowing Keno to come in. "Im going inside the bath you stay out here don't touch shit." He nodded uninterested at my requests.

////Small time skip///

Finishing all my things whatever i walked out of my bathroom in my PJs.

Not really expecting guests my clothes were slightly revealing but i doubt he would do anything, i peeped his eyes on me.

"Don't fucking stare at me Keno or ill poke your eyes out," He laughed at me, rolling my eyes i tied my wet h/l hair into a bun (if you have short hair you can keep it out or whatever:))

Keno intrigued me sometimes, at times his face was completely emotionless or unreadable that's what makes him a mystery.

Honestly i have no idea what he'll do he's to sneaky and he's a rat, a pure piece of shit...

I sat down on my bed beside him. "Cut to the chase Keno... What do you want." He smiled at me but his eyes had a glint that made me scoot back, "What d-don't waste my time." I turned my attention onto the sheets on my bed, nothing interesting just trying to avoid his gaze.

"Well like i said Y/n im lonely... And so i was hoping you could cure that loneliness," I glared at him before grabbing his collar pulling him closer to me. "Who in the hell do you think I'm Keno, shut up a-." My rant ending in Keno's lips on mine.

I know what your thinking Keno's a jerk, but it wasn't his fault i accidentally pulled him closer resulting in the kiss.

"Um F/n what was that about..." I looked at him shocked. If i just... Maybe i could get over him faster...

But am i seriously gonna fuck up me and Noya's relationship more then it already is, ill feel even worse if anything happened... You love him.

"Im so selfish," I mumbled to myself before pulling Keno back into our kiss.