||ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪʙᴇʀᴏ|| °Nishinoya X Reader°

intro

Haa you actually got an intro this chapter, hi

I felt like a very shitty person writing this chapter.

Ok so you might have already guessed what's wrong with noya, im not gonna spoil, bc i don't have much planned out myself.

How do you put an trigger warning without spoiling a whole chapter...

Warning- mentions of child abuse.

I needed to butt out this entire fucking chapter but i didn't.

Why am I talking so much 💀

Anyways!!!!!! remember this.

You can flyyyyyyy away.

Arigato

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Walking into school i felt a little uneasy, i couldn't stop thinking about when he called out for Kiyoko, maybe im just overthinking it.

"F/n." Looking to my side i saw Deja, i gave her a small hug. "Hey, i haven't seen you in a while." She smiled at me, i wrapped an arm around her shoulder.

"Same, I've missed you... Keno... is he here..." I whispered she looked confused. "Why are we whisp." "Sshshshshshsh... If anyone hears they'll tell him i was looking for him and it'll boost his humongous ego." I quickly shushed her making her roll her eyes.

"That's not really nice F/n~." I turned around facing him, giving an awkward smile to his smirk, "And your looking for me because?" I glared at him, this bastard...

"My book dammit, i need it back." I folded my arms. "I lost it." He yawned nonchalant. "You fucking bastard." Deja grabbed my arms and moved them behind my back.

"Omggg i need to maintain my good grades so i can get off my punishment early! get off so i can beat his ass." Since Deja was taller then me she covered my mouth and pulled me away.

"Dammit that guy seriously pisses me off ugghh, Deja why didn't you let me fight him." I repeatedly slammed my fist into the locker, Deja started sweatdropping. "I love a good fight but that boy could throw you into a dumpster if he wanted to." I started groaning, i would've done it first...

"You seriously have anger issues F/n." I calmed down my rant once i heard his voice. "No i don't... Please Kamisama let me pass this test if i get over 90 I'll get my phone back." I started weeping and holding my hands together in a prayer.

"I have to get to class see you two later." Just like that he walked in front waving goodbye, i watched. "What's up with yall." Deja asked sensing the tension.

"N-nothing... I mean nothing, we are fine." I mean im lying but also telling the truth i have no idea how i feel about it. "Whatever just don't tell me... The bells about to ring lets go." She grabbed my hand and dragged me away.

"Oh yeah F/n." I turned around and Noya was back, he had on a hood so i couldn't see much of his face, my heart sped up. "Y-yeah." He walked up to me and pulled out my book. "I found it outside." He gave it to me. "Oh... Thank you, see you later..." And then we left again.

*time skip*

"Omg Hinata, Deja stop talking please." He and Deja were just going on and on about gossip and it was getting tiring. "Jeez sorry what's got you in bad mood sis." Hinata wrapped an arm around my shoulder.

"I didn't pass my test, i got an 85! I was so close dammit, i hate myself... Nahh i love myself." I was so mad about high i was but my mom said an 90+, and it's all that stupid Keno's fault i didn't have enough time to study, ughhh." I was ranting (a hypocrite) but i had so much more stuff i wanted to talk about.