Open Hearts Are Broken Hearts [ S.R ]

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A/N- Before yall start coming for me and saying shes being dramatic, yes she is. But when you get your heart broke, youre running off raw emotion and pain. Youre judgments cloudy and youre not thinking straight. I can tell you from personal experience. Like remember in "The Replicator" after the thing happened to Strauss, Rossi was heartbroken. Hell, he pulled a gun on Morgan. YOURE NOT THINKING STRAIGHT. So calm your chiz and just keep reading.

ily

-B♡

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You ran out the door and down the stairwell to your car. All you could feel was the cold railing running through your hands and the tears streaming down your face.

When you got to your car, you yanked on the handle before fumbling with the key to get the door unlocked. It would have been so much easier if you could have just relaxed, but you couldn't.

You finally got the door open and sat down in the drivers seat, trying to wipe the tears from your eyes.

You tried to get the key in the ignition but you couldn't seem to get it in the right place. You were growing impatient. You started slamming the key against the ignition out of pure frustration until you completely broke down. You were crying and you couldn't breathe. Your hands were starting to hurt the more you slammed them down against the steering wheel.

How could you be so stupid?

You finally got the key into the ignition and turned it. You drove off as fast as you could. You didn't exactly know where you were going since Spencer was at your apartment and you couldn't exactly go to his, but you were driving. That's all you knew.

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He heard the door slam. He wasn't quite sure why he couldn't say it. He did love you but he couldn't seem to spit it out.

But when he looked up, you were gone.

He couldn't move when it hit him that he had lost you. He wanted to run after you but he couldn't move his feet.

When he finally regained control of his body, he ran out the door.

He felt the same cold railing beneath his hands and the same tears streaming down his face.

But not everything was the same for him.

When he reached outside, your car wasn't there.

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"Y/N?" you looked up to meet Emily's face. "Oh my god, why are you crying? Are you okay?"

You didn't know where to go, but you felt your car making the turns that lead to her house. Aside from Penelope and JJ, she was all you had left.

You started crying yet again as you listened to her question. She pulled you in for a hug, trying to calm you down in hopes you would be able to explain what's wrong. She tried shushing you but when that didn't help, she pulled you into her apartment and sat you down on the couch.

She brought you a glass a water and encouraged you to drink it. She wanted you to calm down so you could explain to her what happened, but you couldn't stop crying.

Every time you thought about telling her, you relived your moment of realization that he didn't love you. The moment of realization that you had been stupid enough to think he would.

"Y/N, what happened?" Emily was quietly pleading. She grabbed your hand to stop your nervous antics.

You were choking down tears between each syllable but managed to spit out, "It- It's Spencer."