The Shadows of Doubt

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TRIGGER WARNING: This poem contains the following theme/idea of BODY IMAGE. If this theme is a trigger to you, I highly understand and respect if you wish to skip past this one. Lots of love. You are all beautiful human beings in your own right, so don't let anyone tell you otherwise :)


There is a storm in summer and spring

Which winter and autumn understand;

Blindsided by Validation

As they struggle to cling to his firm hand.

What about Expectation?

That heartless, deceiving ghoul, who's shadowing

Them, hidden by his midnight cowl.

Doubt plagues minds, breaks hearts and forces

Us to peer into a portal of disgrace with a toxic, broken scowl;

a face defaced by Doubt and her loyal guild of despair.

How on Earth is this fair?


Here comes Vanity; her face carved by diamonds and arrogance,

With her shareholder, Insecurity, investing sorrow

Into her self-made industry where broken models borrow

Scalpels, stitches, saline, and a little bit of chance

Buying their way into an hourglass of deception and acceptance.

Little do they know that their skin will grow tough

And the sands of time will fall until there is no more -

Just plastic for flesh and leather for skin

Securing Doubt the demoralising win.


It's all surface. Is there any substance from within?

In the corner, overshadowed by Vanity, Beauty will often reside,

Sobbing to herself, "Why not me, but a foul, self-obsessed mimic?

A dastardly fool with ill intention – to destroy

And beseech with vicious pride;

Until nothing remains unique, except for the permanent scars

That are too bold and too stubborn to hide

Behind cheap gimmicks and a universal marketing ploy.

Just a sick illusion as though they're from Mars;

No more fat. No more wrinkles. No more genetics.

Is it enough now?"


What would Mother Nature say?

To watch her kin fall victim, become prey,

To such bio-degrading cruelty. Her tears become

Tsunamis and her vision will become blurry

Over her carefully crafted model being chipped away

By Doubt's whispers which welcome in self-worry.

Doubt: the tyrant of esteem and an artillery

That not only blasts, but drains,

Until she has driven every man, woman and child insane.

Is it worth the mind-numbing misery?


So, remnants of our soul we must reimburse

As Beauty comes with her flaws, an eternal curse,

"Beauty that must die", a sacrifice;

One that she prayed would be suffice

However, her hand-made creations are demolished into ruins

Degraded, obliterated, broken down once again by humans.

Cast thy unworldly demons out!

--Validation and Vanity, Insecurity and Doubt --

With a shimmer of self-esteem to liberate us of our cynicism,

O great mother, Nature, eradicate this body fascism.

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