Romantic One Shots

Scared

This story contains:

-self doubt

-mention of virus simply due to inspiration of  real events

-short

-fluff ending

School is starting soon,and with the virus still around the state has decided to split the students up. Students with their last names starting with A-M go to school on Monday and Tuesday while the rest Wednesday and Thursday. Friday is all virtual. Students can choose all week virtual if they would like as well. Siblings will go on the same days, and as that sounds like a given, for those who are related or live together yet don't share a last name like Briane Migale and Miya Telling is helps since Miya was adopted by the Migale family and Briane along with her brother a year below will go to school Monday and Tuesday and due to that rule so will Miya.

I'm glad that's less hassle for Miss Daloris, but that leaves me completely alone going to school on Wednesday and Thursday. Tianna has been told she has no choice and will be taking virtual classes.

This means everyone excluding Tianna and I, will be at school earlier in the week.

My birthday falls on the first Thursday of the school year. All I wished for was to go to school with my friends and boyfriend and act normal. So much for that.

Not only my best friends who keep me from killing the teachers won't be with me, but Christopher will also be with them and not me. And as much as I hate to say it. It scares me. Something is different between us and I dislike the feeling, but am too scared to say something. I don't want to mess up and I really don't want to lose what we had. I've never been scared like this. And I still have no idea why me? Why he likes me; sometimes I would if he does. Not because he acts mean or anything but just because I'm just weird and crazy.

I'm used to people getting bored and leaving me be. I'm used to the far away looks others have when I'm excitedly talking and I sometimes just stop to see if they even notice. I'm not dumb I know I'm annoying. I can't help it. People just don't find me interesting. So if he suddenly just lost whatever but him in the head to make him like me or even ask me out, I wouldn't be surprised. I mean, yet I'll be hurt. And I'll be sad, but I'll understand.

Sometimes I catch myself wondering if he thinks about me. Then I think to myself he probably just sleeps perfectly fine.

But that is not what this is about. I am scared because despite her not feeling it as well, Christopher did like Veronica, one of my other friends who will be on the other days, for a while last year and who knows who else. Not really my business but with me not around, he might realize that he likes someone else. Someone who isn't as loud or silly and childish. Someone prettier who will know what to say as soon as a problem comes up instead of standing there stupid trying to come up with something only to most likely screw things up more. Someone who is more like him. Someone graceful and gentle not clumsy and more likely to poke your eye on accident (it's happened a few times).

I don't want to be that girl who worries over little things, but I still don't know why he likes me in the first place. Though I do know why not to like me, and why like someone else. So it's hard to clear my mind of all these thoughts.

As my thoughts run wild, I hear my phone go off. I was currently at the sonic near my school waiting for noon to pass so I can go over to get my schedule since my name falls later. Picking my phone I notice it's a message from Christopher.

Hey! How are you! I just got my schedule, and I was wondering if you wanted me to pick you up so I can take you over to get yours? Afterwards I wanna take you to grab a shake while we talk. -Christopher❤️