ORANGE BLOSSOM [vkook]

52: why

"why, why!?" Jungkook asked, panicked and worried, lighty angry that Taehyung hurted himself.

"forget" is all taehyung said.

"forget..."

"forget you"

"tae please let me talk, it's not what you think"

"how is it not?! My eyes saw what they saw jungkook!" taehyung's behaviour was unstable. One moment he was emotionless the other he would shout at everything, next he was crying.

"i know i made a big mistake. But she came when I was sleeping. I don't like her Taehyung. I love you! Only you." jungkook said and then pulled taehyung to the sink washing the blood off. He held some paper toilet paper on it to take up the fresh blood that came from the cuts that had opened again.

"you don't love me...No one does"

"don't say that '' Jungkook said hurt by those words. He should have known that his mistake would have such big consequences. He knew taehyung was fragile. He knew that the boy couldn't take another heartbreak.

Yet Jungkook was the one that hurted him. That broke the last part of him.

"who would love someone like me..." this time it was Taehyung who said it.

"i do"

"..." taehyung stayed silent, looking at the hand that held the toilet paper on his cuts. The warm hands that hugged him, the hands that gently caressed him. It made him tear up.

Jungkook noticed and cupped his face with one hand wiping the tears away.

"hey..Say something. You can shout at me, you can hit me" jungkook tried.

Taehyung stayed silent for a while. But then he began punching Jungkook's chest while crying.

"why!"

"why did you do that?!"

"i hate you, it hurts so much!"

"why did you break our promise?"

"i love you, why did you hurt me!?"

Taehyung just said the things that were in his head and the punches slowly died down. His hands slid down with him as he sank on his knees wiping his eyes.

"i hate it how much i always end up getting hurt"

"i hate everything!"

"i hate it that i still love you"

Jungkook didn't talk back and let taehyung throw out his emotions. He kneeled down in front of him and pulled him in a hug.

He could feel taehyung's body shake when he hiccuped short breaths between the sobs.

But he didnt let go. Not even when taehyung pushed against his sides to get off.

"l-let go, i.....i d-dont want i-it"

but jungkook ignored it because taehyung was lying about that.

Slowly taehyung relaxed and placed his hands around jungkook. His sobs were now just sniffles.

"I am sorry...I am so so sorry" Jungkook now spoke. His words are soft.

"..."

"please Tae come back to me" Jungkook tightened his grip for a second before he let go. Holding Taehyung's soft hands in his own as they sat on the floor.

"..."

"i never wanted to hurt you, i want to love you, care for you, hug you, kiss you, make you happy"

"Do you m-mean that?" taehyung asked softly.

"i do, I really do. I love you Taehyung. Please come back, don't leave me"

Jungkook waited for a while. He began to lose hope the other isn't responding. But then he saw Taehyung's lip wobble seeing him on the verge of crying. The blonde boy then hugged him tightly. Wrapping his arms around Jungkook's neck as he threw himself over the raven haired boy.

"i-is that a yes?"

"y-yes Kookie, please m-make me happy" Taehyung whispered hugging Jungkook tighter, hiding his face into the taller's neck.

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After they hugged for a long time Jungkook had suggested going home and skip school. They needed some time together now.

Taehyung had agreed and now Jungkook walked down the stairs of the school entrance with Taehyung next to him.

"ah!" Taehyung yelped when he tripped from not seeing the stairs. His vision was too blurry to see that they were stairs and not just tiles.

Jungkook was quick to grab his arm preventing him from falling over.

"come here" he said and scooped taehyung in his arms.

He now wanted to carry him since Taehyung couldn't see very well, he might trip again.

He carried him all the way to his house. Struggling a bit to grab his keys.

"i-i can stand you k-know" Taehyung said.

"i can do this. It's easy" jungkook said and unlocked the door, kicking it open. He just refused to let taehyung down until they were inside.He gently put him on the couch.

Jungkook then went back to close the door and take off his shoes and Taehyung's shoes.

"w-where is Hanna?"

"gone"

"gone?" Taehyung said, a bit surprised.

"i send her back home yesterday, dropped her at the station. She won't come back again."

"oh...so thats why.."

"why what?" Jungkook asked looking up still kneeling in front of Taehyung as he was just done taking off the blonde's shoes.

"i s-saw you t-talking...I thought something else was..G-going on"

"tae you are the only one for me. She is gone. Its just me and you again. "

Taehyung smiled a bit.

"what happened to your glasses?" jungkook asked.

"dad b-broke it"

"he did what.." jungkook asked, his eyes darkening.

"he c-crushed it with his foot. Now i-i cant see well, it m-makes me sad" taehyung said rubbing his eyes. Hoping it somehow would fix his eyes.

But of course it didn't. He sighed looking sad he was lucky Jungkook was nearby so he could see his face well. But everything behind was a blur.

"we will go buy new glasses for you tomorrow. I will get you every pair you want" jungkook smiled.

"d-dont waste your m-money on me..."

"its not a waste. I happily buy you everything if it makes you happy"

"b-but Hanna-"

"forget her. Forget everything she said. She is a lying bitch!"

".."

"sorry, i didn't mean to raise my voice" Jungkook sighed and then stood up. "you want anything to drink?"

Taehyung nodded. "o-orange juice please."

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Finnaly they talked. Getting back to some cute vkook moments again.

Now this is over i will work to to the end of the book.
I dont have anything else that i wanted to add.

Hop3 you liked it, see u at the next chapter!
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