23 year old Alexandra White is a therapist that loves her job, she is incapable of loving but would that change when she starts taking appointments with Darnel Booker?
Drama & Broken Friendships occur in her life.. is she able to control everythin...
ALEX POV - After being released from the hospital, I haven't spoken to Darnel ever since our argument and honestly I didn't want to speak to him. Things were getting back to normal in a way, my family still in town that's still kinda odd... well I should say my mom and my siblings of course my dad left because his job always been his first priority didn't bother me though I'm so used to not seeing him anyway. Being able to come home was the best feeling but not being able to do what I usually do is annoying. My baby boy don't like me moving at all, he gets so grumpy in there I actually have to sit down for he can stop his lil fits. Oh yeah, surprised! Lol I am having a baby boy. I found out once everything happen, I wanted to tell Darnel but after them words left his mouth so did the feelings I had for him.. so I thought.. but I know myself, I grew to love that man so much I'll do anything for him.. love is crazy right? But in a way I am willing to talk things out with him.. we been through to much to let it all end now.. a baby is nothing but joy I'm pretty sure he can handle this. Well I hope.. While dealing with everything on my own and not seeing or speaking to Darnel.. my good ole friend I don't know if y'all remember him but his name was Michael my ex boyfriend.. & baby he been nothing but the biggest supporter! He was literally in my corner after he heard what happen. I can't thank him enough.. He been staying the night for a couple of days, nothing serious of course but man he know how to make a girl blush..
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—- Darnel POV - Man I can't believe it's been almost a month and I haven't heard shit from Alex.. I miss ha but I can't fuck with her right now. I got my own shit to handle. And her and that baby ain't cutting it.
Pulling up to Jordan crib I had to talk to the homie, maybe he can help me get my mind straight cause the way I'm feeling I'm ready to duck off with this lil chick I had hung out with that night I went to the bar.
Darnel - Wassup J Jordan - wassup nigga Darnel - shit man.. my mind a lil heavy Jordan - why? You miss Alex? Darnel - yeah but Ian ready to be no father. Jordan - yo ass crazy.. you laid there and did that work my nigga.. Darnel - I thought she was still taking her pills Jordan - niggga mfs slip up. and if you ain't reminding her what the hell you think was going to happen? Darnel - still.. Ian feeling that baby shit.. I want her to myself and with the shit I'm doing i don't need no kids bro Jordan - then stop the shit you doing, you my homie and all but I always saw bigger shit for you.. you know I wanted you to quit this shit a long time ago Darnel - and leave you to handle everything all by yourself ? Nah nigga this was our plan we came to far Jordan - nigga I know what we did.. trust and believe you'll still get yo pay with all this. You my mfn brother and I'll always have yo back but you gotta b smart and think about other shit. Niggga you about to be a father! And I'll b damn if you have my lil niece or nephew better yet- my god son or daughter fatherless Darnel - man you know I'm not like that.. I would never put my kids in that type position it's jus- idk man Jordan - man figure it out.
After leaving Jay place I decided to call up this lil bitch I been fucking with name Gabby.. lil ma was bad asl but she ain't got shit on Alex.. I honestly don't even know why I'm doing the shit I do.. it's just I miss alex so much but in a way I'm giving her time and also giving me time to figure my shit out but with a lil company you know..
Darnel - Wya? Gabby - my crib wanna come over? Darnel - nah come to my shit.. yo kids b to loud Gabby - boy stfu but Ight
Man the way I'm feeling.. I need my dick sucked and I need some blunts I can't handle this shit I need to relieve some stress.
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—- Back to ALEX POV "Girl yeah.. he said that shit.. I don't know if he was even thinking when he said that shit". While alex is otp with Ivey explaining everything that happened Alex starts to feel sad and annoyed, she wanted to change the conversation.
Ivey - well maybe you should pop up on him and talk.. Alex - you think so? Ion wanna make it seem like I'm forcing him because with or without him me and my baby going to be str8 regardless. Ivey - I know that Alex but I'm just saying maybe a conversation can fix a few problems.. regardless of y'all being together just talk about y'all child.. make it happen for him. Alex - Hmph.. I guess so.. I'ma go over his crib and ima talk to him. Ivey - Ight bet. But on a happier note.. YOU AND MICHAEL ? Wassup! Alex - girl *😭* me and Michael are fine.. you know that.. he just here to keep me company and help get my baby room together Ivey - mhmm. I like him! Alex - bitch.. ofc you do I dated his ass before you know his ass idk why you acting like you don't Ivey - shut up! It's just feel good to have him back around you know.. Alex - * thinks to herself.. yeah it do* .. yeah I guess Ivey - mhmm. But Ight girl I'm about to call my man bye Alex - * laughing* bye tell Jay I said hey! Ivey - I will love you! Alex - love you more Ivey - love you my stinky mannn Alex - he loves you too.
While getting off the phone, walking to the bathroom for I can take a long hot shower I noticed the time was only 10 and if I knew D he most definitely still up so I decided after I shower I guess I'll pop up at his crib.. and try to talk baby business with him. Getting out the shower I couldn't help but notice my baby bedroom, it's so gorgeous I could just cry, like literally cry! Honestly I been so emotional lately I hate it anything can make me cry! But just admiring his room... I couldn't wait until my little man come and I just love the way Michael helped me creative his room the way I wanted it.. I don't know how I can repay him.. he's been nothing but great. But anyway.. after the dream I had while being in the hospital .. The name A'Darius really stuck to me and I love it ! So I'm keeping it.
A'Darius Nursery
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Getting ready to head over to Darnel house I can't help the fact to feel nervous.. I haven't spoken to him for a min and for me to be pulling up to his crib is kinda weird on my end.. I just wanna talk though nothing more nothing less. .. I just wanna love him.. accept him and forgive him.. I just pray he home..
HEEEEEEYYYY MY LOVELY READERS🥰. Please don't be mad at me, I know it's been a while lol. But I'm back and I bring GOOOOD NEWS! I know I said chapter 20 will be my last chapter but babbby this story just getting to good and the ideas I have just flowing ! Sooo with that being said.. I will write one more chapter so it'll be 21 chapters in total 😩🦋. I'm soooo happy that this boook is doing so well. But enough of all that enjoy my babies 💕.
