BROKEN

I like you.. I love you

My babies, I am sooo sorry! I was not writing cause I been very distracted.. it's not an excuse but man look.. 2019 been a FUCKING ROLLER COASTER. Iykyk. But I just wanna say I'm back🥰 && I'm BACK GIVING YALL MORE CHAPTERS ! 🤜🏿🤛🏿 HAPPY NEW YEAR ❤️!!!!!!!!!

Finally getting my house back in order, I couldn't believe my eyes, it look way better than before. I got my walls painted a different color.. I had white at first but now I have black, I picked black because it clams me.. I bought a new bedroom set.. it's so gorgeous.. I got that big king size bed, with the extra sitting.. looking at my house I couldn't have done it without Darnel help.. and with him giving me the money which he didn't have to made me appreciate him more. After the accident that happen between me and London things got better for me and Darnel I should say, London on the other hand still a Bitch. That girl need serious help, and now that she so called pregnant I literately pray for her baby every night! Cause lord knows that baby gonna need it. Turn out that Darnel wasn't lying, that's not his baby.. after Darnel damn near made London remember the last time she had sex was so disturbing and funny cause he swear he had a point to prove.. we'll he actually did.. because if it was his..I was dipping!
While her mom is out with her girls tonight .. She figure She needed a little alone time.. and that's when she saw who texted her and got happy..

BEEP BEEEP
Darnel - Yo maaaa, wyd?
Alex - Hey, nothing just laying around wbu?
Darnel - I feel you, I'm about to come over.. pizza ?
Alex - Pizza is good.. can you bring some chips?
Darnel - I got em already.. Extra hot flames 😭 yo fat ass need to stop eating all that hot shit!
Alex - I promise one day.. ima stop..
Darnel - Mhmm.. pulling up in 3
Alex - ok.. door is already unlocked.

Getting up, going to the bathroom.. fixing her hair.. she smiles at the thought about her and Darnel friendship.. it's been many times she thought about making things official but then she think about how she honestly still not ready and don't plan on rushing things either.. She find herself torn between the two by liking or learning to love him.

Yo alex I'm here. She hear Darnel scream while leaving the bathroom, walking out she see him grabbing the paper plates, while getting ready to eat she pick a movie.. putting on Friday they both sit down and started laughing. Having a good night Darnel make eye contact with Alex and started pouring his heart out. " Yo Alexandra, I know this shìt out the blue.. I just wanna say like I appreciate you.. I wanna say thank you for everything.. you dealt with alot of shit with me.. from being my therapist.. turning into a cool ass homegirl.. now hopefully turning into my lady.. I thank god for stepping me into your office.. I know it might be soon.. but I'm starting to fall in love with you.. that may sound crazy so instead of saying love ima say "like".. stopping him Alex ask him a question.. " what's the difference between I like you & I love you?" He replied with saying, " when you like a flower, you just pluck it. But when you love a flower, you water it daily".. & even though I said ima flip the word it's just me being more patient until I know you feel the same.. cause I know one day ima be the person that waters you daily. Looking up at him, she grabs him and just hugs him.. not knowing what to feel she just spend this moment by making sure he feel her heart beep through her shirt. Moving away from him she replies and say.. "well I like you too".

Now y'all, even tho this chapter not that long.. I just wanted to catch up! Please bare with me😩 I know y'all been asking ! I don't want y'all to think that I'm not gonna finish this story BECAUSE I AMMMM! 💯 ya girl just been real busy.. and PS.. I passed my first semester with a 3.0 😌 sooooo FOR ALL MY BABIES remember that YOUR EDUCATION IS IMPORTANT 🦍