Envy [VNamMin]

4

Namjoon didn't know what Jimin meant by 'being his,' but afterwards the singer had just been doing what he always did. Touching Namjoon and clinging to the man. Nothing out of the ordinary. Those were things Jimin did often. The only thing that worried Namjoon was the jealousy. Jimin was getting out of hand and Namjoon couldn't stop him. The singer would show his distaste in a playful manner, but Namjoon knew what the other was feeling deep down.

Everyone was scared of Jimin when he got upset, so they all tried their hardest to avoid that.

They didn't even know that they were making him upset just by being too close to their leader..

Jimin had slept in Namjoon's room. The rapper didn't find a problem in it, as it was something they all had a habit of doing. Falling asleep in each other's room. The pair had been working on a song together, while also putting together their MaMa performance, and the singer had fallen asleep. Namjoon was sat at his desk and had turned around to get Jimin's intake on something. Jimin was fast asleep lying comfortably on his side with his head rested onto his arm.

The leader decided not to bother him, knowing how hard they'd all worked for the passed week. Namjoon closed his notebook yawning to himself before sliding into the bed next to his dongsaeng and shutting off his lamp. Not even a minute after he felt arms clamp around him. He stiffened at the action.

"Hey, come on Jimin. There's enough space." Namjoon said nudging the other.

"Keep still." Jimin replied.

"Scoot over JiminAH-"

Jimin clamped a hand down between his hyung's legs earning a yelp from the other man. Namjoon squirmed from the uncomfortable contact. He felt soft, plush lips peck at his exposed neck.

"What... the hell-"

"So this is where you were." A deep voice said from the doorway. Taehyung flickered the light on causing Namjoon to panic and break away from Jimin whom sat up in annoyance.

"We.. we were.." Namjoon started.

"-just about to sleep. What do you want?" Jimin finished eyeing his best friend.

Taehyung's eyes shifted towards Namjoon for a moment before settling back onto his friend. He presented a clipboard with a sheet covered in tally marks. "You're the only one that didn't vote yet." V said.

"There's already enough votes. Mine won't even matter."

"You don't know that."

"The song I wanted to do is like 15 votes behind another song. My one vote won't fix that."

"Participate then." Taehyung pushed, waving the clipboard.

"It won't matter." Jimin said.

"You're not too occupied with something else to add a little tally, are you?" Taehyung smirked.

Namjoon swallowed the lump in his throat. He'd hoped that Taehyung was just merely making a joke and not being serious. His mind searched for anything to say to change the subject. "Well, it's.. not really fair. Everyone else did vote. Your tally probably won't make a difference, but atleast you'd have participated." Namjoon exclaimed. Jimin's gaze slowly shifted towards his leader whom looked away quickly regretting his statement.

"Alright." Jimin sighed grabbing the clipboard from V's hands and scratching a sloppy line next to a random song.

"In a hurry?" Taehyung asked. Jimin glared at him. If anybody knew Jimin well, it was fucking Taehyung, and he definitely knew what was happening right now.

It wasn't Jimin's first interest, but it'd definitely be his last because he wasn't planning on letting Namjoon slip through his fingers.. like the first.

"I voted. You can leave now." The dancer said shoving Taehyung gently towards the door. He'd never hurt his friend. No matter how much the guy pissed him off he could never even see himself harming the maknae.

Taehyung meant too much to him.

"Why the rush? He's not going anywhere." Taehyung replied low enough for only his friend to hear.

Jimin stopped in his tracks staring at V.

"Don't." Jimin said.

"Kim Namjoon. Our leader, huh?" Taehyung said to himself eyeing the rapper for a moment. He left a sly smirk before turning on his heels to leave. Jimin muttered a curse watching as the singer left the room.

The sound of Namjoon saying something to himself pulled Jimin out of his thoughts and he turned, pacing towards the leader. Namjoon's eyes widened at the startling action of his dongsaeng. He flinched when the other man reached a hand towards his face.

He only felt warmth cup his cheek as the dancer held his face softly bringing his to meet. Namjoon shut his eyes awaiting the kiss that he guessed would come, which did. He didn't know what to think of the situation now, or what to do about it.

He wanted to push Jimin away, but would that dissolve their friendship? The last thing he wanted was one of his members to hate him. He wouldn't be able to stand it. He remembered when Taehyung had said that he hated him during an interview. The other members probably didn't notice it, but hearing that shattered Namjoon. It felt like his entire heart just dropped out of his chest.

Afterwards, he'd just been sickly affectionate towards the maknae. Giving V whatever he asked for. Letting the singer hug, and hang onto him however much he wanted. He let the singer invade his room and sleep with him if he wanted. It seemed to work, because Taehyung had gotten much happier and even started calling the leader by a nickname he made up.

Namu.

[omg I heard V call Namjoon that and I almost died. it was the cutest thing ever, I cant-]

The name had caught Namjoon off guard when he'd first heard it, and he thought that Taehyung had just been calling him that to make fun of him, but the singer had continued to call Namjoon by it regularly and Namjoon didn't refuse it. If affection was all the rapper needed to win Taehyung over he'd have done it a long time ago. He'd admit, in their earlier years he was a bit distant from everyone.

Namjoon felt Jimin push at his chest shoving him backwards into the bed. He watched the manggae climb ontop of him and start working on the strings of his pajama pants. He nervously swallowed the lump in his throat.

Ah, he understood now. He wasn't too airheaded to not get what Jimin meant by now. So, it was this kind of relationship the singer wanted?

"You're not going to say anything?" Jimin's voice rang in Namjoon's ears.

The rapper bit into his lip. He didn't know if now was a good time to ask anyway. "... Would it matter?" He replied after a moment of silence.

Jimin was stunned at the response. Taken aback even.

He smirked to himself pushing Namjoon further into the bed to yank his pants off with one swift motion. Yeah, Namjoon was a perfect obsession..