Envy [VNamMin]

10

"Jungkook hold him!"

"I'm trying! He's strong!"

Afterwards, Jimin had stormed out of the room and went downstairs to find V. It didn't take him long to find the person in question, as the sly maknae had already been waiting at the bottom of the steps with a grin on his face. Jimin had grabbed Taehyung's shirt and slammed the other into the wall. That's when the fighting began.

The other members had been out, so when they'd gotten back and heard the fighting they'd immediately shuffled inside of the dorm to stop it. Hoseok had ran over to Jimin, pulling him from ontop of Taehyung, and Jungkook had wrapped his arms around Taehyung before the singer had a chance to strike back. Taehyung laughed licking the gash that was present on his bottom lip.

Namjoon held his hands over his ears. He couldn't take it. He couldn't take anything anymore. He didn't even have the strength to stop the fight himself. He just stayed sat in his bed trying to drown out the noise that was below him.

Jimin cursed at his friend. The fire he felt inside his heart burned his entire body. He felt so much anger now. The person, who he'd wanted, laid claim to, was slowly being snatched from right under his nose by someone closest to him. Taehyung's laughter only grew louder as Hoseok and Jungkook tried to keep the two from ripping each other apart. Their hair was messy, scratches were strewn across their skin. They had a few bruises here and there.

Jin shook his head. "What happened?!" He asked.

Jimin grit his teeth struggling to break free from his hyung's hold on him. Taehyung's smile only pissed him off more.

"I thought you'd never hurt me, Jiminie." Taehyung said, wincing as he did so. The small cut on his lip stung.

".. Shit, let me go!" Jimin yelled. His mind only had one thing on it. Taehyung. The other singer wasn't at all intimidated. He knew Jimin. He knew his temper. He knew his ways. He knew his past. Everything.

"This one must mean alot to you for you to hit me over. I'm honestly stunned." Taehyung said.

"Shut up! Why would you do this? You know how I.. shit!" Jimin spat.

Hoseok pulled Jimin to a kitchen stool shoving him into the seat. Jungkook did the same, pushing Taehyung onto the couch ensuring that the two were a good distance from each other. Namjoon trudged down the stairs weakly, dark circles under his tired eyes. He'd buttoned his clothes lazily not caring how he looked at the moment. "Namjoon, you were here. Why were they fighting?" Yoongi asked confusingly, taking in the leader's battered appearance.

Namjoon's eyes met Taehyung's whom
smiled in return. The leader felt anxiety wash over him. Taehyung's smile told him a million things. A million unpleasant things. Things he wanted to do to Namjoon for telling on him. "I was asleep.." Namjoon lied looking down at his feet. He heard Taehyung snicker. "Yes, hyung was.. weeping- sleeping. Like a cute little baby.. Sorry we woke you up." V said.

Namjoon stiffened. The singer had been listening the entire time. He heard everything that went on between him and Jimin..

"Taehyung.. Taehyung I.. I fucking love you. You know that, but you went too far. You know me best. You know how much I.." Jimin bit his lip grabbing his hair in frustration.

"I love you too, Jiminie.. and I'm.. I'm sorry. I'm just sorry. There's nothing more I can do or say. I didn't want you to get hurt again." Taehyung nodded pressing the ice pack that Jungkook had given him to his lip.

The other members decided not to push on the matter. They knew personal space. Taehyung and Jimin were best friends. They'd known each other forever. It was clearly something personal between the two and they knew asking them about it was only stepping into sacred grounds. They all fought. All the time, but at the end of the day they loved each other. BTS were family. Brothers. Nothing would break their bond.

Jin sighed. It was just another fight. Nothing short of what happened regularly in their dorm. Jimin eyed Namjoon wanting the older man to look at him. Namjoon knew he was being stared at by both friends, but refused to look at either. He'd almost sullied a friendship. A deep friendship. At this point he was regretting ever even joining the company. He didn't understand why things had turned out this way.

He'd been affectionate towards Taehyung to make the singer like him more. It had worked. Taehyung never said he hated Namjoon ever again, but.. then the maknae started to act differently towards him. He'd let Jimin be affectionate towards him, and Jimin seemed satisfied, but then.. the manggae started to act.. differently towards him too. It was all too much.

It's not like Namjoon had forced himself onto the other two to make them turn this way towards him. It just.. happened. Jimin had suddenly gotten attached to Namjoon upon debut and then Taehyung noticed what Jimin was doing and started to do it too?

~

Jimin had forced himself into Namjoon's room for the remainder of the night, and as much as he had protested, the other members agreed. They'd asked him to keep an out on Jimin for them. Taehyung had been told to stay in Jin's room for the night. The singer had been annoyed upon hearing his sleeping arrangements. Jin always nagged him and never let him stay up late.

Before the singer was pulled up the stairs by his hyung he had left a hard stare towards Namjoon hoping for the leader to look his way, but he didn't.

He couldn't.

Much to Namjoon's dismay, Jimin was ecstatic to be spending the night in the man's room. Jimin had allowed the hyung time to shower atleast, but it had been a waste. Once out of the shower he found himself trembling in the bed, sweat forming around his skin once again. Jimin ran his fingers through Namjoon's bangs kissing him deeply. For the first time it was passionate.

It held meaning.

He sucked on Namjoon's lips softly slowly placing his hands underneath the rapper's legs to spread them.

Namjoon pushed at Jimin's chest. "We already-"

"Please.. just.. just let me. I need you." Jimin asked needfully.

Namjoon's gaze went towards his thigh where he felt Jimin's erection dig into it. The dancer watched Namjoon's many expressions. The leader looked drained. His subtly tan skin had gotten pale. He didn't smile. His gorgeous eyes no longer held that angelic spark to them. They looked.. soulless. Dark.

A pit of despair.

Jimin knew it was his fault. Namjoon was a happy, bubbly person. Always full of hope and positivity. Always picking everyone up when they needed it. Now he.. was just a ghost of that person.

"Forget it." The dancer said feeling his chest tighten. This was all too familiar to him. This had happened before with someone else.. someone he loved. He'd, once again, turned a beautiful soul into a lifeless one. After that time, he told himself he wouldn't do something like this again. He knew he was possessive. He knew his temper was bad. He knew he could become obsessed with someone he loved so easily.

He knew these things, yet he couldn't restrain himself from pushing himself onto Namjoon. Whenever he looked at the dry expression upon Namjoon's face all he could see was.. that person. Once Jimin had let that person go, she became better. She found another lover and got engaged. Her eyes carried that same spark they did when Jimin first met her.

Maybe Jimin was just the problem.

He only hurt people when he thought he was helping them. Taehyung had been with Jimin after the breakup. Jimin had taken it hard. Crying many nights while his best friend held him. Taehyung knew how Jimin was. He knew that it was only a matter of time until he drove that woman mad. He had patted his broken friend's hair and had told him that everything would be ok. That Jimin would find someone better, and that that person wouldn't leave him.

Jimin had been reassured of that so many times. Maybe that's why he was so afraid of letting Namjoon go. He definitely wouldn't be able to handle it..

(alright as you can probably tell, I'm trying to speed this story along so I can finally get to my namkook one. my fellow namkookers have waited long enough. I will soon bless you all with the ff you've been waiting for <3)