I've finally figured out my New Years resolution!!!
To not get so stressed/ work myself up.
For some dumb reason I have the ability to work myself to tears over duuummmbbb stuff like math. When I get to these states I'm unbelievably frustrated and and want to die. I need to just calm down and remember that everything isn't life or death. I'll get it eventually. Though this is where it gets hard. Because of my impatience and high standards set for myself, I'm the kind of person that's likes to get everything right/perfect on the first try. it's all downhill from there.
So my main resolution/thing I should always remember,
I am not perfect. No one is.
I don't need to stress about little things like chords I can't do and songs I can't play and math problems I can't do. I'll get there eventually.
I don't need to feel lonely and unpopular. I have a perfect BFF who will always be there for me even if I'm not always there for her. On that note, I'm going to try to be a better friend.
I need to try harder to keep myself away from stressful situations. Practice piano and guitar often. Get help/ study math when I need to. If there's a test I don't need to blow it off till the day of.
I need to try new things. I'm not going to be 14 forever. I don't get two 2015s. I won't get another eighth grade year(unless I wake up [redacted]). I need to live, overcome my shyness and fears. I need to overcome these things holding me back, but not to the point I'm in tears. I need to find this happy median. Even if it takes more than a year. As they say, They didn't build Rome in a day.
My Resolutions:
1) To not bring myself down.
2) To stress less.
3) To be a better friend.
4) Try new things.
5) Enjoy my only 2015.
