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leeknowyk

you're sweet like a donut,
LET ME EAT YOU

NO

WHY NOT

BECAUSE.

smh so rude
anyways, I'm in a bad mood so I'm messaging you hehe

what's wrong?

it's just one of those days where I just can't produce music like
I'm just not satisfied yk

ohh I go through that with dance too,
theres days where I'm just so out of it

lmao you know what this reminds me of?

what 💀

zombie by day69

AJDOSJFODKDH well.

yep I was so excited to finally make the song that I was working on but now i just cant seem to be satisfied with it and I'm getting annoyed

I mean, maybe something triggered you? everytime I get disappointed in myself I just lose interest in everything and that's what makes me lose any skill in dance that I have for a day or even a week

I guess you have a point
I tried to talk to my parents about the university I wanted to attend but they yelled at me over the phone bc I interrupted some dumb meeting and then I cried

oh
you could've talked to me...

it was 2am hyung you think I'd be selfish and wake you up bc I cry over everything

you aren't being selfish if I want you to message me
if I'm sleeping I'll wake up
if you're still up for it then talk to me sung
it'll help you feel better

oh well
they said they didn't care about if I got in or not because they wanted me to attend another university but I want to pursue a career in music and they indirectly just said they didn't care about what I love so it just hurts...

sometimes, your parents won't accept your choices, and that's okay.
honestly, you know what you wanna do, you know what you love and if that's music then be it.
who cares about what they think, if it makes you happy then do what you want babe

I'm just peachy
I don't want them to be disappointed in me
I want them to be proud for once
( also 'babe' I'm not crying u are )

no offense sungie but if their expectations for you don't make you happy then fuck them
it's your choice, if you keep wishing and looking at what others think about you, you'll get nowhere.
your parents don't understand music like you do so how can they accept it when they don't know anything about it?

that-
that actually makes me a lot more confident.

yep, your happiness is what matters, if they can't see that then they're just crusty old boomers 😾

thank you hyung
now that I think of it, I've always been doing things to make them happy... I think I should look after myself now :))

that's the spirit! don't worry, I'm sure you'll get into the university you wanna go to and you'll get back the motivation you had for the song!

I hope so...
thank you hyung 🥺❤
seen at 5:21pm

oh and hyung?

hm?

hanjisOONG:

sent at 5:23pm

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if you're confused over why jisung sent minho a selca then read chapter 7 again ksjdjd in chapter 7, minho said that jisung could send a pic of himself once he felt comfortable with minho. in this chapter, jisung reveals the conversation that he had with his parents, something that he hates talking about. he realizes that he might trust minho a little so he sends him a selca to let him know.

also this chapter was inspired by the art block I got today so that's that jsjsjs

also bluesung enthusiasts INTERACT <3

oh and tmi: I'm working on a markhyuck book rn so if you ship markhyuck say i :>

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