○Chapter 1○

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♡HARRY'S POV♡

** He held me tight in his arms, not letting me go as I sobbed until there was nothing left. I could feel his soft skin against mine when he wiped the tears from my face and raised my head from my chin. "I love you angel, I always have. " he spoke those words, the ones I've waited my whole life to hear and I was finally safe. **

I was snapped awake from the dream I had almost every night, the only time i felt needed was when I dreamt of my bestfriend. "Honey you'll be late for school if you don't get up!" I heard my mum say from the bottom of the stairs in our small home. I rolled over in my queen sized bed restlessly, the only time i slept much was when he was here with me but on school nights he couldn't stay over, his mom was too strict. I picked up my phone from under my pillow to see a missed call from him followed by a text.

~ please answer the phone, I need you to pick me up today.~

I texted him back quickly letting him know id be there soon, he only lived 3 blocks away. I got dressed as fast as I could, the usual plain white tee and black skinny jeans never fail to impress, yet I was only trying to impress him, my bestfriend. I grabbed my comb and put on my shoes after brushing my teeth, deciding i would fix my curls in the car waiting for him. "I love you mom Im leaving" I shout as a run out the door, eager to see him once again. I start the engine and turn the radio to his favorite station before leaving.

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"Hazza! Good morning how are you on this wonderful day?" He said cheerfully as always when he climbed into the passenger seat of my new range rover. I couldn't help but giggle at the nickname he gave me in 2nd grade, its always made me blush. "Im good and how are you?" I could hear how deep my voice was from just waking up, but I hadn't noticed it when speaking to my mother. Not that having a deep morning voice was bad, but I had a deep voice anyways. He stared at me once he heard me speak, almost as if he was shocked. He didn't say anything for a moment and I almost was sad until he opened his perfect mouth. "Im great Harry, have you even brushed those locks today, you look a little rough" I shook my head, forgetting I hadn't had time to tame my bedhead. I quickly took out my comb and fixed it as I pulled out of his driveway to get to school.

Once we got to Homles Chapel high-school we parted ways as I went to science I couldn't stop thinking about my reaccuring dream. I've had the dream so many times before, but this time was different, it hurt more this time. I couldn't help but think my love for him was growing and I still couldn't tell him that I've been in love with him since the moment I knew what love was. "Harry Styles?" My teacher called out, snapping me out of my thoughts. "Here" I said loudly for her to hear, I sat in the back so that no one could bother me.

I have never been the type to be social and have a lot of friends, I only wanted him around me, he protected me and thats all I wanted. The teacher went on about how the semester was ending and Christmas break was starting at the end of the week and finals were Friday, I was prepared, I always have been. I didn't listen as a drifted into daydreams again. "He's so beautiful" I thought to myself, thinking of his soft hair and his sparkling eyes. "His smile is so perfect" I added to my conversation with myself. I could see his bright white, straight, amazing teeth in my head almost as perfectly as I could as if he was in front of me. God how I loved that boy, and he doesn't even know im gay. Science, Math, and English went by quickly because I was thinking of him, I always do. When I got to lunch, there he was, sitting so beautifully at our table waiting for me with our food.

He grinned the cutest smile I've ever seen when I sat directly beside him. "Harry" was all he said, was he as excited to me as I was to see him? "Hello sunshine" I whispered as I pulled my bestfriend into a hug, it felt like weeks I hadn't seen him and it was only 4 hours. He smiled once more and pushed me my usual lunch. "I think im getting tired of eating hamburgers everyday, I only eat it because you do" he nugged me with his elbow as he spoke. I never got tired of them, but I told him we could eat something different the next day, anything for him. After lunch the rest of the day was terrible, the news of finals finally hit me, although I had nothing to be worried about I knew my bestfriend was having trouble in math.

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