Chapter 6

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♤Louis' POV♤

Last night was amazing to say the least. The images of his lips on mine and his hands on my body flash through my mind as I watch him sleep beside me. The anxiety crawls back as I remember how awkward the other boys were when we kissed at 12, but I cant blame. None of them would've ever expected me and Harry to kiss, we were bestfriends and nothing more in their eyes. Im not really certain on how Harry feels about me, but I know with every second our make out continued my love for him grew stronger and stronger. My only concern is that when he wakes up, he will have regretted last night and thats scary. My phone dings to see a message from Niall Horan, what on God's green earth could this pest want.

"How come everyone knew you guys were together and not me."

What an idiot. Why does he act like this. Evey since we exchanged number he wont stop asking about Harry and I cant stand it. Niall is a nice guy, but I get the sense that he is trying to ruin me and Harry and I dont like it. I respond to him in the nicest way I can without being sassy or rude.

"We arent together...not yet at least. At practice today me and H will tell you guys about it later we still haven't talked. Please stay out our business."

I kay my phone down and look back to see the greenest, prettiest, most amazing eyes looking up to me. "What are you upset about?" I blush, his morning voice is so attractive. "Just Niall...he asked why he was the only persin that didn't know we were together and I had to explain that we aren't..or at least not yet." I hesitate at the ending, I wasnt sure if Harry wanted to be my boyfriend or not. He laughed and laued his head on my bare chest and I can see his lips are bruised and there are red marks on his collar bones, suddenly I remember all the details from last night.

*flashback*
Harry pulled me into his lap and rested his perfect hands on my bum. Our bare chests against the other and there is so much heated love happening I cant breathe. "Lou" he speaks between sloppy kisses and pulls me closer. "I love you" Each word between a kiss. I stop to catch my breath and to tell him the words Ive always wanted to. "I love you too-" before I can continue Harrys lips are reattached to mine and our tongues move together, the only noises that are heard are our soft moans. I move to his chest, leaving love bites on his collarbones, he is mine and I want to keep what is mine. We stop to breathe and he speaks again "we should go to bed love, we have band practice tomorrow."
*end of flashback*

"I think we should talk sunshine." I love that name we call each other, its so cute. Its not usual for me to call him that, but I want him to feel special. Harry looks up to me and puts his hand on my cheek then pulls it away and I can hear his raspy voice again, "About what love." My heart melts once more, he called me love yesterday and today and he is using it as a name instead of a joke. "About last night, about this, about us?" I speak slowly brushing his hair behind is ears and kissing his forehead after. "And what about it Lou? Are you mad, did I do something wrong." He sounds sad and confused, I just want to let out my feelings but I dont know how to yet. "No honey you didn't do anythig wrong and I'm not mad. Ive wanted to kiss you and hold you since the moment I met you. Ive had feelings for you since as early as I can remember, Its always been you and it will always be you. I don't really know how to say how I feel right now, but the instant I find the right words I will show them to you. For right now...all I can say is I love you Harry. I love you so fucking much and last night meant the world to me. You are my sunshine and you're my world. You my dear, are my everything." I keep my voice low so no one else can hear, he is only person Ive ever loved and I cant even think of anyone understanding my love but him.

"Boobear... I- I love you too. Ive loved you for so long and I cant believe you are here with me right now. I-Its the most amazing thing in the world. That song for your birthday..that was the only one I've written that I thought you would like and I didn't know another way to tell you. Last night I just went for it and I had to kiss you. I had to feel your lips on mine to know if you loved me too...A-And I know you do now. I dont know what words to use either, but I will try E-Every day to tell you what I feel f-for you." His voice is shaky and scared. He only stutters when he is excited or scared, and I cant tell which one of those it is. Im terrified. I kiss him softly and feel his bruised lips against mine, pure heaven. "What do we tell the boys?" He whispers into my mouth, waiting for an answer.

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