Chapter 5

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♡Harry's POV♡
Today is New years eve, the night everyone get excited to kiss their loved one and get drunk and party, and ive never kissed anyone in my life. Zayn invited me and Louis over with the other two lads for a "party" but we know all we will he doing is singing songs and watching the new years program from America. We are walking there now and Louis seems nervous, he is always nervous around groups. "Dont worry, everything's gonna be fine, dont worry about it." I say to him, locking my arm with his. The snow is up to his knees, which means my midshin. Its adorable, him being small is adorable. "Liam, Niall, Harry and Louis are here!!" Zayn shouts from the front porch and the boys come running out. We have been practicing twice a week since the day we were supposed have finals. I have a song I want to sing especially for Louis, I know he will understand why. "Lets sing come onnnn" Niall says to Louis, getting a little too close for my liking.

After a couple of songs together Niall decided to sing Shes so perfect by 5 seconds of summer which led to each of us singing a solo song. "Louis you should sing Hey there Delilah" I whisper cupping my hands around his ear, and putting an arm around him to shake him into the mood. "Anything for you Sunshine." He winks at me and taps the tip of my nose with his finger, ive always loved that. Listening to him sing was calming, very very relaxing. His voice is like...is like velvet. My favorite thing about him is his voice and his eyes. I love his eyes when they are staring into mine, i can almost hear the ocean from how blue they are. My favorite time I saw his eyes was when we were laying on the roof on his birthday, the time we almost kissed. Now that I think about it, he never mentioned it or asked me about it. Maybe I can get away with kissing him tonight. As he ended the song, I was the last to sing, another song for Boobear.

"What are you gonna sing Harry?" Liam asks so he can play the music, hes definitely the onlu quiet person here other than me. "Teenagw dirtbag" I cleared my throat beforehand. "I've never heard that one." The familiar voice beside me was soft and cute, he sounded so innocent. "Trust me, you'll like it Boobear" I wink back at him like he did to me before he sang. Zayn laughed at me shaking his head, he is only person that knows about my feelings toward the bright eyed boy across the room. Louis giggles at the name and winks at me again, but this time doesn't seem playful... it seems real. The song begins and I get ready to sing the first verse its the part I want him to hear...the part that I hope Louis notices.

"Her name is Noelle, I had a dream about her, she rings my bell. I've got gym class in half an hour, oh how she rocks those keds and tube socks. But she doesn't know who I am, and she doesn't give a damn about me. Cause I'm just teenage dirtbag baby, yeah I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby. Listen to Iron maiden baby with me oooooooo" the music continues and I look to Louis, he looks confused and happy at the same time. Does he remember that he told me his name was going to be Noelle if he was a girl? I sing again.

"Her boyfriends a dick, he brings a gun to school. And hed simply kick, my ass if he knew the truth. He lives on my block and he drives an IROC, but he doesnt know who I am and he doesn't give a damn about me. Cause I'm just teenage dirtbag baby, yeah I'm just teenage dirtbag baby. Listen to Iron Maiden baby with me." Second verse is done, I meant this verse about Niall. He is too close to Louis and he has been since we met him. Niall says he is straight, but I dont like seeing him hug Louis. I dont like seeing ANYONE hug Louis but me.

"Man I feel like mould, its prom night and I am lonely. Lo and behold, shes walking over to me. This must be fake..my lips start to shake." Im singing and thinking of what wouldve happened if we kissed the night on the roof. "How does she know who I am? And why does she give a damn about me?" All I can see is Louis' eyes tearing up, what have I done wrong? "She says, Ive got tickets to Iron maiden baby, come with me on Friday and dont say maybe. Im a teenage dirtbag baby like you. Oh yeah, dirtbag. She doesn't know what she's missing..." Im finishing the song and hes crying, he is crying. "Oh yeah, no she doesn't know what she's missing." The boys clap for me, especially Lou. He shakes his head and wipes his tears. "You remembered?" He asks me when I sit back down beside him. "I remember everything." I respond to him, he knew what I meant, and I knew his tears weren't sad ones.

"Guys 2 minutes!!" Louis shouts as he jumps up and down. Tonight is the, tonight will be night I kiss my bestfriend.

♤Louis' POV ♤

"Guys 2 minutes!!" I jump up and down making sure Harry is close to me. My plan will work, I know it will. He sang a song tonight about a girl named Noelle, I know it was about me I just know it. I will make him mine, and he will be mine forever. One minute. My heart is pounding and I cant see anything but Harry. This is the moment, I'm going to it. 30 seconds. Everything is blurry except him, his green eyes stare into my and his lips look so soft. "10. 9. 8. 7. 6. 5. 4. 3. 2. 1." We all chant and scream Happy New year. All the boys are screaming and hugging each other. Harry smirks at me, pulling me close. "Fuck it" I say under my breath. "Kiss me you fool." His words are quick as he smashes his lips onto mine. He kissed me, I thought I would be the one to pull him in but it was the opposite. His lips are smooth and soft, he was wearing cherry chapstick. We both pulled away fast as we went in, we both smiled and went in again. This kiss was slower and more romantic. He tugged on my bottom lips with his as he kissed me, I basically melted in his arms. Everything was perfect, the moment was perfect until Zayn coughed and we saw everyone staring at us. Fuck.

My anxiety grew bigger when Liam started talking. "I wasn't expecting that..." he looked to the ground as if he was embarrassed. "I think me and Lou will be leaving, thanks for inviting us but we need to get home." Harry speaks loud and clear with a pep in his voice. He is happy, I can see in his eyes. I can hear it in his voice. My Harry is happy. He grabs my hand and pulls me out of Zayns house into the cold night. He holds my hand and we almost run to his house, he really wanted to be home. We didn't say a word until we got into his bedroom and he closed the door. "Happy...happy new year Hazza" I say cowardly. Im so scared, im petrified. "I've waited...a million years...a million years to kiss you Lou. That was better than Happy new year. That is the reason for my existence." His words are fast and exciting, they move me and by the time he finishes I'm laughing and crying like an insane man. "If I wouldve known you were waiting I would've done that ages ago love." He wipes my tears and steps closer to me, intertwining our lips once more. My hands travel to the back of his head as the kiss deepens. I trace his lips with my tongue trying to get him to part them. I want to taste him. Just as he is opening his mouth theres a knock at the door and he signals for the closet and I run and shut the door. "Niall why are you here?" Harry seems annoyed, he wanted that kiss as much as I did. "Louis left his jacket I just wanted to-" he is cut off. "Thanks but you need to go. My mom is asleep now please leave." Harry slams the door in his face and I hear the front door close shortly after. "Can I come out now?" I ask and he pulls the door open fast and drags me put by my shirt. He pressed his body against mine, he smells so good.

His long hair is in his beautiful pale face, he is biting his lip and looking me up and down. Gosh he is amazing. "I think we should go to bed, its getting late." His voice is a soft whisper. He pushes my hair behind my ear and kisses my forehead. I wanted to kiss him again, I wanted to taste him and feel his tongue in my mouth. I wanted him, but I had to wait for him. We changed into pajamas and turned off all the lights except the TV in front of his bed, he turned on Netflix and clicked the first thing he saw. I layed my head on his chest and before I knew it, he was lifting up my chin and kissing me as deep as he was before Niall barged in. I push myself up to reach him and his mouth opens, I push my tongue in to taste the beautiful man that is Harry Edwars Styles. He lets out a tiny, quiet moan which makes me deepen this kiss even more. Our tounges swirl together and his hands are rested on my waist while mine are in his hair. "Get on my lap please" he begs, pulling me onto him. There's no resistance, I want him so bad.

**Authors note**

Wow look at me two updates in one day! I've been writing nonstop and trying to get to this part of the book.  Hmm I wonder what's gonna happen in thy next chapter?? Just kiddingggg of course I know but you guys won't know until tomorrow or maybe even the next day.  Once again,  thank you for reading and letting me know its worth writing!!

~Emi♡♡

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