Angels can Fly✅

Chapter 23

Author's  Note.
Hey guys, I have actually been sticking to my plan and updating weekly like I said. In between school, this book, and Peach Tea, I am constantly busy now. I hate to say, but this book will probably only get to 30 chapters. I have it planned out and I know how each chapter will go. This chapter is a little short but it is mostly a filler chapter for what will happen next, I know you guys have been waiting so here is chapter 23, enjoy.
~Emi♡♡

♤Harry♤

We have been in the US for three weeks, each day me and Louis plan part of our lives together, we plan our wedding, we make plans, we do everything we can to get closer to our day. It is August 28th, only 4 months until our wedding date. "Hazza! I'm cold come here!" My fiancè shouts as he runs to me in our new hotel room. I wrap my long arms around his body and squeeze him, how does every single hug get better than the last. "You should put on a jumper love, we have to go for dinner pretty soon." I say as I kiss his sweet lips. "I will I promise. Do we have to go with them? I want to go with just you, we barely get any time alone anymore." He nuzzles his head into the crook of my neck kissing it softly. "Lou we promised Liam that we would go with him and Maya." I repeat to him, trying to get him away from my neck before he gives me a hickey. "But I want to stay here with you." He whispers, slowly moving his mouth to my jaw and kissing. "I want to stay here too..baby come on we have to go." I push him off me easily and turn around to grab my jumper. "Why don't you want me anymore? It has been over a month since we have had sex and you won't do it anymore. Why? We are getting married and suddenly you don't want me anymore? So sorry for wanting to sleep with the man I'm going to marry." He speaks loudly with an annoyed tone, he rolls his eyes at me. If he saw my face right now he would regret what he has said, tears fall from my eyes with guilt.

Ever since the night of the proposal, I have wanted him so much but I am scared. Louis' father did bad things to me, I can not stop thinking about them for some reason. I have panic attacks when I shower, I have the same nightmares over and over. "Im sorry." I say and turn to him, his face is still annoyed when I try to walk to him as I wipe my tears away. I push myself onto him and hug him, letting him be my comfort. "Im scared Louis." I add to my words as I hold him tightly. "You have nothing to be scared of you know that." His voice is sharp, it is at a tone I haven't heard in a long time. "Harry come on stop crying. Lets go to dinner." He stops hugging me back, pushing me off of him. This makes me so sad, so sad and so annoyed at him. I grab his wrist forcefully and bring him to me, I press my lips to his and let them move together. "Im sorry. Please. I'm sorry." I speak between kisses, he tastes so good. I love kissing Louis, it always makes me stop crying. "Harry. We have to go to dinner come on. We can talk about it later alright?" We move our bodies closer to the wall and finally his back touches the wall, giving me more control over him. He does not resist my kisses, which makes me feel better. "Shhh" I reply, putting my hands on his waist to hold him still. I push my tongue into his mouth to taste him better and a knock on the door interrupts me. I walk to the door fastly, with tears still on ny face. "Hey um..me and Maya are waiting downstairs in the car-" I cut Liam off with a smile and wipe my mouth. "We will be down in a minute mate." I slam the door shut and grab my jumper. "I told you we had to go to dinner." Louis says to me, with a slightly better attitude. "I know, I just really needed that kiss. We will talk about it later, like you said baby."

《》during dinner

Louis sits to my right Maya to my left, and Liam in front of me. I do not know why but Louis seems mad at me, or at least annoyed. He looks at my leff hand that rest on the table and smiles a bit. I put my thumb on my ring and twist it a little, making him look up at me with a bright face. I wink at him while Maya and Liam talk, he seems to be okay now. "I promise." I lean over and whisper in his ear, giving him a peck on the cheek. "I promise." He repeats and he grabs my hand, interlocking his fingers with mine. "Harry, you should tell Maya about your guys first date." Liam randomly spits out, chewing his dessert. "Well um.. I don't think Louis knows it was our first date but it definitely was. We skipped school one day last December to have fun and we..we went to a bakery and got cookies and we shared a milkshake. It was right before his birthday and it was so perfect. The waiter said we were a cute couple, which we weren't at the time, and I didn't deny it and the look on his face..." I pause and look at him. He stares at me with teary eyes and a big smile. "His face was exactly like it is now, and on that date I decided I was definitely in love with him. That date was one of the billion reasons I am in love with him." I keep my eyes on him, watching a tear fall and a slight giggle leaves his lips. "You guys are so in love." Maya says admiring us, and she is right. "Im not sure about him but I definitely am." I say to her taking my attention away from my boyfriend. "What do you mean tou don't know about me Harold! I'm the one that proposed!" His sass pulls through again today, he really is frustrated. "Only because I couldn't buy a ring before you!" I stick my tongue out at him, it feels like we are little kids again. "Guys come on we need to leave it is getting late." Liam interrupts us, it does bother me a little bit but he is always honest.