My Seoul Journey ✔️

Chapter 30

We woke up and seen my Dad the next morning with my Mom. He was feeling a little better we still don't know when he'll be home. My sister wanted to take us to a Korean barbecue place that we always used to go to for lunch. Namjoon was impressed that there was a restaurant like that here and he was excited.

The restaurant had Anime playing on the TVs and Namjoon thought that was so neat. When it was time to eat Namjoon took pictures of the food to send to the other members making my sister and I laugh.

"It's good. Korea is better but this is pretty good." Namjoon said when we were done eating

"Well I'm glad Y/N and I used to come here together all the time." My sister said

"Also before she met you.. She used to say that you were the love of her life."She said

"Why would you say that!" I yelled at her

"Because it's true!" She yelled back

Namjoon laughed "Y/N I think that's really sweet." He said while kissing my hand making my face go red

"You guys are so cute together." My sister said making us smile

We went to see my dad one last time before going on our flight back to Seoul.

"I'm really glad you came Y/N." My Mom said

My Mom drove us back to the airport at night.

"I really am glad too." I said giving her a hug

"I'm sorry you couldn't see your brother you know how the military is." She said

"No it's okay." I said

My brother is 19 and in the military I worry about him constantly.

"Y/N I really am sorry that I was upset at you in the beginning. I've seen how you've grown and you seem really happy now. I'm proud of you." She said crying.

Every time I see my Mom cry I automatically start crying.

"I love you Mom." I said while crying

"I love you too." She said

"And you. Please take care of my daughter." My mom said to Namjoon

"I promise." Namjoon said

"Umm.. Mrs.Y/N I want you to take this. This is a $10,000 check. I love your daughter so much. I take care of my parents and I want to take care of you guys as well." He said to my Mom

My mom cried as Namjoon handed her the check.

"I'm so glad my daughter found a good man." My Mom said while hugging Namjoon

I wasn't expecting him to do that. I was shocked my Mom was right I really did find a good man.

We flew back to Seoul. I was exhausted from everything. We took a very long nap when we got home. We had the next couple of days off. We took walks on the trail around the apartment building. My anxiety has been bothering me and Namjoon has been doing everything possible to help me.

The next day it was time to go back to work.

"Baby you'll be with Yoongi today." Namjoon said

"Why?" I asked

"I have meetings all day don't worry you can learn a lot from Yoongi that's mans a genius." He said

I went to Yoongi's studio and he was not there yet. I went to Hobi's studio.

I knocked on his door he let me in.

"Where's my Hope?" I said

"He's right here." He said with his cute smile

"What are you doing here?" He asked

"Namjoon said I'm working with Yoongi he's not even here yet." I said

"I wonder why Namjoon doesn't want us working together." He pouted

"We would be dancing all day." I said

He started laughing "You're right."

We called Yoongi he overslept and he quickly came to work he had his coffee with him. I followed him in his studio. I sat in a chair in his studio watching him click around on his computer he was quiet.

"Ummmm... Are you okay?" I asked

"Huh? Oh yeah I'm just tired." He said

Minutes went by still pretty quiet.

"Oh yeah I never really gotten to thank you properly for when when you helped me when I fainted. Thank you so much." I told him

He turned around in his chair to face me he started laughing.

"Yeah... I've been there I know how it feels to have anxiety Y/N." He said

"Oh... Did you faint?" I asked

"No" he said

"Look Y/N I need to tell you something important that's why I had you come in here with me today." He said

I was getting nervous. What is this about?

"Okay." I said

"Shortly after we debuted Nari and I... We were kind of in a relationship. Don't get mad at Namjoon for not telling you I wanted to be the one to tell you." He said

I almost felt betrayed. Okay I get it he wanted to be the one to tell me cool. But why didn't Nari tell me it doesn't make sense I was speechless.

"Wow.." I said while twisting my lips

"Y/N are you okay?" Yoongi asked

"I just don't understand why she never said anything about it." I said while leaning back in my chair and closing my eyes

"It was along time ago Y/N she probably didn't think to much of it. I really thought there was something between us but there wasn't." Yoongi said he looked sad

I looked at Yoongi. He's pretty much keeps to himself most part but this is the first time he's really been open like this with me.

"Yoongi you... Still have feelings for her don't you." I said

He kinda laughed a little. "Everyday but she's happy and engaged I wouldn't want to ruin that for her." He said with his eyes tearing up.

I held his hand.

"Yoongi you are a really great guy. You'll find someone you have a good heart." I said to him

He smiled at me. "I'm really glad that I have you as a friend Y/N." He said

"Me too." I said smiling

He turned back around and started showing me his editing process he even showed me how he makes beats for songs. Yoongi is working on a second mixtape callled D-2 he let me listen to a couple songs he was in the middle of making and they sounded amazing.

"Y/N I'm by no means a therapist but I think you should come and talk to me for an hour a week. I've been through anxiety and depression." He said

"Really? I wouldn't want to burden you." I said looking down

"You won't." He said

"What am I supposed to talk about?" I asked

"Anything." He said smiling at me

"Namjoon put you up to this didn't he?" I asked

"Maybe." We started laughing

I am really looking forward to this new friendship.