My Seoul Journey ✔️

Chapter 41

It's been a very long 6 weeks but I finally got my individual picture from the photoshoot sent again. We finally posted our photos from our shoot to social media platforms and we're getting a lot of positive feedback from it. Everyone is excited about our collaboration project. We even recorded more songs for our album. Jungkook totally took me by surprise when he asked me too sing "Still With You" with him. We all really had a blast singing Dynamite together.

With all the songs we've been recording means more editing so Namjoon and I along with everyone else has been working endless hours.

Namjoon and I were in his studio when we got a phone call.

"Hello." Namjoon said answering his phone. He looked over at me.

"Yes sir we'll be right there." He said while hanging up his phone.

"What's going on?" I asked

"Bang PD said that we all need to have a meeting right now. It's urgent." He told me

"Oh.." I said while nervous.

"Hey don't worry I'm sure everything is fine." He said while winking

We went to the conference room where all our meetings are held and we took a seat at the long table. This must be pretty serious because almost everyone has come.

"Everyone get settled then we can begin." Bang PD said

Everyone took their seats.

"We have a bit of a situation happening. So right now I'm sure everyone is aware of Y/N and Namjoon's relationship." He said while staring at me and Namjoon.

I gulped. Namjoon took my hand and squeezed it under the table. We were both clearly nervous.

Everyone nodding their heads yes at Bang PD.

"Well a few months back Y/N and Namjoon were at a restaurant..... A video started circulating online of them there and Namjoon was intoxicated..... We tried our best and got it took down if you remember." He said.

Namjoon squeezed my hand even tighter. This is bad why is he bringing this up?? What is happening? Namjoon leaned over and whispered in my ear.

"Don't worry I won't let anything bad happen between us." He said. I really hope he's right because I have a bad gut feeling right now.

Bang PD continued. "Well it seems like the video has resurfaced and it's going viral on social media. We tried taking it down again and it's not letting us I'm sorry." He said in a low voice.

I felt I couldn't breathe at the moment. Everything was going great and now this is happening.

"Sir what are people saying about the video online now that it's going viral?" Someone asked

"Well of course dating rumors and you know how protective Army is over their K-Pop idols." He said

Me and Namjoon haven't really became public about our relationship to the whole world yet. This is bad this could put our project in danger. I looked around the room and saw Cho-Hee smirking as always. What if she had something to do with this?

"We'll do our best to take it down but since it's viral it might be hard this time. We would have to track down the person who did it and with it being viral like this it'll be extremely difficult..... Well the meeting is dismissed I just wanted everyone aware of the situation." He said

Everyone started to leave the room with people passing me and telling Namjoon and I "Don't worry we'll figure this out." Everyone in the company is happy for us but the thing is the world may not.

Namjoon and I were on our way out the door.

"I actually need my 7 BTS boys to stay." Bang PD said. He didn't look like his normal happy self today.

Namjoon gave me a reassuring nod along with everyone else assuring me that it's okay. I stood in the room and looked at everyone standing so still. Nari, Minnie and Elaine almost had to drag me out. "Come on sweetie it'll be okay." Nari said while taking my hand. I looked back what if it won't and just like that the door closed.

Namjoons POV

I was sitting with the other members in the room. It absolutely killed me seeing the way Y/N looked at me she's scared and so am I.

Bang PD sat back down and looked at me real disappointed.

"Look Namjoon I know you love Y/N but right now I feel it's best if you two took a break from your relationship." He said sadly

I knew it. Tears started to well up in my eyes I felt Jins hand on my shoulder. This man knows when I'm upset.

"No!!" I yelled

"Namjoon—" Bang PD tried saying

"I won't let you do this to me!!! This is my life you don't get to choose who I fall in love with. I don't care how this will affect my career. I love Y/N please don't do this to me." I begged

I was crying I felt as if my heart was being smashed into a million pieces. I was going numb.

"Namjoon you are the leader of this group you know how things would be. We would have protests in front of this building to kick you out of the group. This is only temporary until the video slows down online." He said

"Then you better kick me out then." I said pissed off

Everyone looked at me wide eyed.

"Hyung if you leave we all leave. We're not BTS without you we need you." Jimin said with the members agreeing.

I put my hands in my face. It doesn't matter what I choose because after this I'm going to break the heart of the woman I love more than anything.

I looked up with my red swollen eyes from crying.

"Sooooo this is only temporary?" I asked

He shook his head yes.

I started sobbing again. "I'm just going to break her heart then she'll hate me." The members started to come comfort me.

After I pulled myself together I went to my studio.

I went inside the studio and saw Y/N looking at me sadly.

"Y/N come here." I said I gave her the biggest hug and held onto the woman I loved.

"Baby you know I love you right?" I asked with tears in my eyes.

"Yes." She said sniffing she was starting to cry.

"They said we have to take a break until the rumors stop and I don't know when that'll be." I said crying we were holding each-other so tight.

Y/N started shaking her head no while it was buried into my chest.

"Namjoon please don't let them do this I love you." She said while crying.

"I tried! I love you too Y/N I always will." I cried while kissing the top of her head.

We sobbed into each other's arms for the next 10 minutes.

"You'll have to stay with Nari again because...." I said

"No I understand.." She said quietly

After work Y/N packed her stuff and headed across the hall she didn't even kiss me goodbye or anything. She left and I was once again alone in my life.

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a/n: I actually cried writing this 😭 Yes I had to use Dynamite in this chapter it's so good 👌👌 Let's keep streaming Army 💜💜💜💜💜