multifandom ships one shots ( fluff, smut, angst)

Sabriel angst

Setting - season 14 when everybody was going into the portal to go to the bunker.

Sams pov

All of us were almost threw now only 5 or so more people to go.
Me and dean were rushing everybody inside while Gabriel was standing watch.
Ounce everybody was in it was our turn and I felt relived, then a meteor type thing came out of the sky crashing right in front of us. And there was Michael and the relief was gone.

Me now panicking along with dean, lucifer on the ground and here I thought it was all going to be okay.
Me and dean were hurrying tworeds the portal and when I look back I turn to see Gabriel still standing the with his blade and I feel my heart drop.

"GABREIL HURRY" I yell hopeing he listens

He turns to look at me and gives me a sad smile.

"Its okay Sammy go on I got him" he say and dean satrts to pull me back, tears are forming in my eyes as my hearts breaks.

"GABRIEL NOOOO" I scream before being pulled into the portal.

Me and dean land on the ground, as soon as I hit the floor I'm back up in a second and run towards the portal but it it closes.
My heart shatters and I'm now full on crying. I can't think I cant breathe I just stand there in front of everybody sobbing. I collapse onto the floor.

"Gabriel no, no, no, this, this can't be happening this can't be happening"
I repeat over and over again hopeing it all a dream hopeing that its not real hopeing that he'll be by my side to pull me into a hug and hold me and kiss me but he dosent, he doesn't appear and it hits me.

He's gone the love of my life the first person I feel like I could actually start a life with just got ripped out of my arms like it was nothing, like it meant nothing.

I'm on the floor sobbing and I can't stop, I hear people trying to talk to me but I can't here them, I can't here and feel anything but regret and empty ness.

I here dean tring to sho every one away so they can find out what's wrong.
After everybody's gone mom, dean, jack, and castiel approach me curled on the floor sobbing uncontrollably.

"Sam whats wrong" mom says in a soothing voice.

"He's gone" I say in a shaky voice barley below a whisper.

"Who Gabriel I didnt think y'all were close" dean said with confusion in his voice yet a hint of sadness.

I looked up at them and said " I loved him"

They all stared and me in shot except for mom who just pulled me into a hug while I sobbed more.

"I'm sorry honey, I'm so so sorry" mom said trying to calm me down.

We sat there for a few minutes in quiet the only sounds were my sobbing witch by now quited down.
After awhile my mom helped me stand up and we all walked into the kitchen us sitting around the table all eyes on me witch made me a little uncfortable.

"I'm guess you guys want to know about me and gabe" I said breaking the silence.
"Yea that would be nice" dean said then got elbowed in the stomach by mom.

"Tell us whatever you want whenever" she said voice still calm.

"Its fine mom, so ill start from the beginning" I took a deep breathe and started. " so it started with a little fling back when we knew him as the trickster but then he died as so we thought and I got over it like i said it was just a fling but then he came back into my life and so did the feeling but this time stronger so when Gabriel heeled we started to date in secret cause to be honest we didnt know how it would turn out anf I was kinda scared to come out with dating a guy so we both just decided we should keep this little fling on the low, but then the little fling turned to more and I loved every second of it I found someone I truly love someone I couldn't imagine my life with out.
Hell we were even planning on Telling you guys when we got back from the, the mission. I loved him more then I loved myself and now he's gone. He's gone.
I keep telling my self the maybe this is all a nightmare of a trick of some kind even tho I know it isn't and I don't know what to do. I miss him already I keep thinking that he's gonna be there to make a stulid joke or say some corney pick up line or just hug me and tell me its gonna be alright but he's not he's not there, and I don't know what to do anymore"

Everyones eyes were on me and it felt good to get that all out but also felt worse cause me and gabe were supposed to do that together and hes not here nor will he ever be again and that by its self just wants me to lay over and die cause at least then maybe ill see Gabriel in my dreams of my memorys. I dont know how I'm gonna like with out him, he was the light of my life and now he's gone, the lights gone now its dark and I feel numb.

But I'm gonna live cause I know Gabriel would want me too for him, so that's what I'm gonna do.
I might not ever get over him and will probably be up most nights crying over how much I miss him and me being able to go to bed at night with him by my side and wake up and he'll be there to but I'm gonna get threw it in gonna live

For you Gabriel my love.