Ahsoka and Plo / one shots

The council vs Tarkin

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Summary- Ahsoka fails a mission and as a result The council ignores her for a week but during that time Tarkin starts saying mean things to her and tells her that the council doesn't want her, making her cut herself.

Ahsoka didn't know how much longer she could stay their for, the droids we're starting to over run her and she was losing men fast. Realizing that they couldn't stay any longer, she told the rest of her men to retreat.

When she got back to Courasant she told them about the mission and how she had the pull the troops back sense they were getting over-run by the droids.

The council was displeased with her and told her that they were disappointed that she let the Sepratists take control of the base. Ahsoka put her head down, not wanting to see the disappointment in their eyes before they dismissed her and she walked back to her quarters.

When she got their, she collapsed on her bed and just cried, she cried for all the men that she lost, all guilt that she's feeling, and all the pain. After about 30 minutes of crying, she was finally able to stop her tears.

Some one knocked on her door and she opened it to see Tarkin, she glares at him and says "what do u want?" He says "hello Commander, I would like to talk to you."

Ahsoka was skeptical but knew that it would be rude if she told him to leave so reluctantly she let him in. Tarkin smirks but she was unable to see it, he then says "the council sent me because they said that they don't trust you and I mean who can blame them when you let half of your squadron die."

That struck a raw nerve and Ahsoka couldn't believe that he was saying these things to her, she had to hold back tears when she said "t-they did."

Tarkin smirks and says "oh yes, they don't believe in you, in fact ever sense you came to the temple, you made their lives miserable. And the only reasons they send you on missions is that so you can get killed."

"Face it Commander, no one cares about you so what would be the point in living at all. Well I got to go, good day commander." He then left and as soon as the door closed Ahsoka just broke down in tears.

They never cared about me. Even Plo. They just see me as a waste of time. She continued to cry on her bed until she fell asleep for exhaustion.

When she woke up, she didn't feel like eating, all she felt like was staying in bed and wallow in the sadness. She wished Anakin was here but he was sent out on another mission and it would be another month until he got back.

She tried to strangle sob as she thought why would he care about you, all you did was make his and the council's life hell. She sobbed and decided to do nothing for the day.

On the second day their was a knock on her door, she opened it and frowned when she saw that it was Tarkin. She sighed and said "what do u want now Admiral, I'm not in the mood."

Tarkin smirks and says "the council sent me again, they said that you were becoming a waste of their time so they sent me to deal with you, they called you a little rat that they can't seem to get rid of."

Ahsoka pounded the button and shut the door in his face, she could feel tears starting to form in her eyes and her inner despair was growing everyday.

On the third day, Ahsoka decided to finally eat something but it wasn't much. When she went to the cafeteria she decided to wear her hood so that the others couldn't see her tear stained face.

She got an apple and rushed back to her quarters, closed the door and started wondering what was the use of living if nobody wanted you around.

On the fifth day Ahsoka was looking for a way out of her despair, she sees a knife and takes it, she slowly starts slicing her arm 3 times and there was a brief sting until it felt almost pleasing.

She sighed, cleaned up the blood on the knife, and put it back. She decided to clean up her room to waste time but while cleaning she decided to wear his cloak.

She knew that people probably wouldn't come but better to be safe then sorry, she sighs and decides to rest.

On the sixth day, Ahsoka was wondering if she even wants to be alive at this point, she sighs and takes the knife again, she slashes her arm again but this time she does it 5 times. She sighs in relief and puts it away.

On day 7, Ahsoka was surprised when the council asked to see her but she guessed that they only want to see her so that they tell her that she has a new mission.

She puts on her cloak and walks to the council chambers, when she walked in and bows at them. The council were wondering why she was wearing her cloak and were concerned when they realized how pale her skin looked

Plo was the first one to voice, he says "Little Soka, are you okay?" Ahsoka nods and says "I'm fine Master Plo." The council knew that she was lying and they wanted to know why she was so sad.

Yoda says "lying you are, sense your sadness, I do, your guilt, much their is." Ahsoka tightened her shields and said "no disrespect master but why did you call me here."

The council could tell something was wrong and Plo says "we called you here because we're concerned about you, no one has seen you for a week and you've only come out of your quarters once which means you haven't been eating."

Ahsoka had to resist rolling her eyes, if you care about me then why did you not bother with me for a week, was I too much of a brat to bother with.

She was pulled out of her thoughts when Shakk Ti said "Ahsoka why are you covering up all your skin." Ahsoka was starting to panic and knew that she had to hurry this up before they realize what she did.

"I'm just cold master." The council could tell that whatever was wrong was beneath that cloak. Plo walked up to her and said "Little Soka, what's wrong? We know your lying, we want to help."

Ahsoka was on the verge of crying, why can't they understand that she just wants to be left alone and just die already.  Her tears were finally released when she said "he said you guys didn't care about me, that I was a brat"

The council were shocked, who would ever say that to her and why. Plo gathered the crying girl in his arms and held her while she cried into his shoulder.

She tried controlling her tears while she said " he said that you don't trust me and don't believe in me, that I make your lives miserable and the only reason that you guys send me on missions is so I can get killed."

Plo held her tight to his chest and said "who told you those lies." Ahsoka has to strangle a sob before she said "Tarkin." The council's blood boiled, how dare he say those things to her.

Plo decided to find out what she was hiding under her cloak so while she was distracted he moved back her sleeves. They all gasped and Ahsoka knew that it was pointless to hide her scars.

Plo held the girl tighter to his chest while the council just looked at the girl with sadness in their eyes. After a while, Ahsoka was finally able to control her tears and pulled away from Plo.

They all smiled at her and Adi Gallia says "you should go rest young one, we'll take care of Tarkin." Ahsoka nods and Adi leads her to her and Anakin's quarters to rest.

When they walked out, Plo looked at them and said "I'm gonna go yell at the idiot, anyone wanna come with me, Obi Wan, and Kit Fisto stood up and they walked out.

When they got to Tarkin's office, they walked in and saw him doing some paperwork. They all glares daggers at him and Kit Fisto says "Admiral Tarkin, mind explaining to us why you told Ahsoka that she's is brat and that we don't care about her."

Tarkin just glares at him and says "if that brat wants to be a Jedi then she should be able to handle the truth." Plo lost it, he storms up to him and without warning, punches him in the eye, making him fall to the ground.

They all glare at Tarkin and Obi Wan says "listen here Admiral, you will stay away from her or we will persecute you, got it?." Tarkin glares at them and says "I honestly don't understand why you keep that rat around."

Plo lost it again and punches his nose, breaking it. He towers over him and says "don't you EVER say that to her again or I'll make sure you'll end up in the infirmary with a shattered skull."

He then walks away with Obi Wan and Kit behind him, they sigh and Plo says "at least little Soka won't have to worry about him anymore." They nod and head back to the temple.