The illusion of love

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By addicted_to_poetry from "Addiction| poetry"
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Everytime I turn around to wave you
Goodbye,
I see you hugging yourself and watching the
sky.
All I want at these moments is to stop and to
admire you,
But my train leaves in ten and when the next
one is I have no clue.

So i call your name and promise myself
that this sight I'll just memorize,
But something breaks in me,
when you lower your head and
instead of the happy smile,
I meet your watery eyes.
And I take a step in your direction,
I don't really know what else there is I can do,
And I can't see your reaction,
But you say it is better if I walk away,
cause there is no point in understanding
what you are going through.

And I want to shout, to say that's not true,
to shutter the walls I have built,
But once again I am lost for words and
let my mind be consumed with guilt.
You call me a savior, but I am the one who's
always making you sink,
You whisper you love me, but that's an
illusion, that is what I made you think.

Dedicated to addicted_to_poetry

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