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~yeona~
ever since i was little my life only revolved around one thing, and that was ballet. you could say it was my great passion, my first love but somewhere along the way i guess i just fell out of love with it. it stopped being something i loved doing and started being a burden, an obligation. that was when a part of me died. everyone expected a lot from me, saying i had the talent,the looks, the grace so i continued doing it for people's sake. but that was my greatest mistake, because it only worsened things and made me dread it even more.
when i told my parents i wanted to quit i almost got cut off, they said i was throwing all my life's work away because of stupid things in my head. i had never felt more alone, my parents didn't support me, i had no friends and everything was just so overwhelming. that's when i started having really dark thoughts and fell into a deep dark hole i could not escape from, I thought having him as my friend would help me but i could never bring myself to tell him anything. heck, i couldn't even tell him that i hadn't been attending the dance academy for months.
i got a call from my teacher about why i hadn't been going to practice, i told her i wanted to quit. and just like everyone she just reminded me of how stupid i was being and the awful mistake i was making. that's why when i saw the look of concern heeseung gave me, i couldn't tell him.
i didn't want my friend to think about me just like everyone else did. i couldn't handle it anymore.
