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~heeseung~
over the following weeks yeona had started to act weird, she seemed overly cheerful and it looked very forced. she shut me out in the sense of not telling me anything about her anymore, not like she shared a lot before that but at least then when i asked her how she was she wouldn't change the subject. she also seemed more distracted than usual, i would often catch her staring at nothing, lost in her thoughts but i didn't say anything.
but the weirdest thing wasn't that, it had started a week ago. she had asked me to meet her in the park because she wanted to give me something. it was a record player, she told me that it was very special to her and wanted me to have it. a few days after that she also gave me her camera, said she didn't need it anymore because she hadn't used it in a while and knew that i liked it because i played with it once when i had visited her apartment.
i was very thankful but i couldn't help but wonder if she had any ulterior motives. i tried to convince myself that it was nothing but my heart couldn't help but flutter at the thought that she may have done this because she likes me. only if that was true...i really like yeona, but i'll always be too much of a coward to tell her how i feel. i wish i was a confident person, my insecurities always get the best of me and that's the main reason to why i can't succeed.
maybe someday i'll learn to love myself as much as i love her.
