Not Giving up (Janoskians Story)

Chapter 17 - Cabine

I didn't sleep at all after I read Teddy's message. He knew about me and Beau and he was threatening me with exposing what he knows in less I finish my business with him. And what exactly did that mean? Deep down I knew but I tried so hard to think of everything else but that. Why was he even doing this and how did he know where I live? I was scared of the thought of him in front of my house, watching me and my family. I shut my eyes closed trying to calm my fast breathing. I needed to talk to someone but I was too afraid of opening my mouth about it to anyone. This was something I needed to figure out myself. I got dressed as slowly as ever and went to the kitchen. My mom was there making some pancakes. "Morning. After the school I want to take you somewhere so get home as soon as you finish school." I yawned and looked at her. "Is something wrong?" I asked. She shook her head. "Since when do I need to have problems to talk to you?" She said fake hurt. I laughed and grabbed my school bag. "Okay, okay I'll be home soon." I said before turning away and walking out. Suddenly my phone rang. I took my phone out of my pocket and saw who the caller was. Unknown number. My heart started beating fast when I accepted the call. ""Hello?" I asked with my voice shaking. I heard the person on the other side take a deep breath. "Ah Eva, did you get my lovely message yesterday?" I wanted to hang up but I was frozen. I couldn't even move. I focused, snapped out of my trance and looked around. There was no one in sight. "What do you want?" I asked quietly. Teddy laughed. "Isn't it obvious? You." I started walking again as fast as i could. "Well that is out of your reach!" I said with as much hatred i could manage."Do I need to remind you of everything I know? Of everything I saw? I know you're fucking Beau while being with Luke. I know everything. And I also believe that you don't want the boys to find out. So I suggest you do what will be best for you and those cunts and -" I hang up the phone. I couldn't let myself hear him finish that sentence. My phone rang again so I picked up and all my anger got out. "I don't want to fucking talk to you okay? Stay away from me and stop calling me. Stop following me and stop trying to come in contact with me. Whatever you know you know and there is nothing I can do about it." I took a deep breath. "And I don't buy shit that you say. If you wanted them to know, you would tell them already. Now fuck off." I just reached school when I saw Luke standing next to his car, his phone on his ear and a shock on his face. I quickly looked at the caller and saw it was Luke. "Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck." I said as I started walking towards him. Why am I so ignorant. Jesus what the hell is wrong with me, I thought. I needed to come up with a good excuse. I fake smiled and spread my arms to hug him. As usual he smelled so good. Then, to make him forget, I kissed him as hard as I could. But for me it wasn't a nice kiss. It was a rush of guilt that got me and i almost shed a tear. He deepened the kiss while I was trying to come up with a plane. Every plan sucked so I just played along. I pushed him against his car and hugged him tighter. Before we knew it we were both breathing heavily. "Slow down baby. I know you can't resist me but you're gonna have to wait till later for this." He said with his cocky smile. I laughed at him, looking at his beautiful eyes. He was looking at me too. And there was this message there that made me know that he doesn't want to wait anymore, with sex that is. I sighed, immediately regretting it because he got a worried look. "What was that about on the phone?" Well my first plan didn't work. So i started laughing. "You should have seen your face!" I hated lying to him but well I wasn't really lying. I was covering up the truth. He got a bit angry judging by his hard body. "Oh cmon, it was a funny joke." Then I grabbed his jacket and pulled him closer. Our lips were almost touching. He smiled before licking my bottom lip. I giggled and apologized but even then I saw worry in his eyes. He didn't really bought it but he still didn't mention it. I caught his tongue and sucked it into my mouth, turning his teasing into another hot kiss. I heard the bell ring. I didn't fully brake the kiss but i managed to say "I have to go." When I looked into his eyes I saw a flash. "What?" I asked when he smiled. "Skip school with me. Cmon just today. I miss you." He begged with puppy eyes and who was I to deny his wish? I nodded and laughed when he opened the door to his car and i slipped in. This boy is making me crazy we drove away from school. We drove for more then one hour when we reached what looked like cabine in the woods except that it was a modern one. There was nobody around only animals and trees. I stepped out of the car and breathed in the fresh air. "Where are we?" I asked him and he grabbed my hand and lead me to the door. "We hang here with the boys when we're deciding on a dare or we need some ideas for video." He unlocked the doors and stepped in. I followed him into a big room. There were no doors there, only one big spaces place. There was a fireplace there, a Jacuzzi, a bar, a couch, TV, some fitness machines and club seats and table. It looks so comfortable and I always wanted to have a place like this. I smiled and watched Luke turning up the TV and changing to MTV channel. I started checking out the photos on the wall as One Directions Little Things filled the air. I started singing along and Luke soon joined me. After my own tour I sat on couch and wrapped my arms around myself. I shivered a bit. "Are you cold?" Asked Luke with juice in his hand. I nodded a bit. "I'll fix this." Then he leaned into the fireplace and poured something over the wood. When he backed off he threw a firecracker into the fireplace and slowly fire began to spread. The warmth reached me soon but Luke brought me blankets too. Then he sat down next to me and rested his head on my lap. While watching TV i was smothering his neck and his hair. "What's going on lately?" He suddenly asked and if I was sleepy before this question woke me up. "What do you mean?" I asked pulling my eyebrows together. He got up and turned fully to me. "I feel like we're falling apart. You seem different, distant." My heart was beating fast. How could he tell that there was something wrong, I wondered. "I...I don't know. I love you, I do. But seeing Ela leave and all the school pressure just makes me depressed and sad." I smiled sadly. "And that's it? I mean is there something going on that I should know about?" Oh, he was good. I didn't know what to say to I stared into the fire. I felt his hand when he grabbed mine so I looked at him and I was about to tell him everything when I caught a sight of a picture of Janoskians and their fans. I couldn't be that selfish I repeated for the hundredth time, sighed and closed my eyes as I lied again. " No, everything is just fine. I'm happy right here, away from all the stress." He squeezed my hand and leaned forward. But he didn't kiss me on the lips. He kissed me on my neck making me moan a bit. I was used to his lips but it was like i was experience it with my mind wider. He pushed my hair behind my back and I leaned my head. Then he tracked his fingers over my skin. "Wow, that's a big hickey. Can't remember making that one. " Time for another lie I thought sarcastically. "Well what can I say. I make you forget about things." I whispered into his ear before softly biting it. Then I traced my kisses down his neck and licked it. It was an erotic move but it reminded me of Beau so I stopped it soon. Luke kissed me again and lightly pushed me on my back. He laid on top of me still managing to keep his lips locked to mine. It became hot then so i pulled the blanket off, allowing him to come closer. He got hold of my shirt and then slid his hand bellow it. It sent shivers down my spine but i also cringed in pleasure. He reached my bra so he unzipped it and threw it down. I was so hot and I wanted his but the thought of him finding out that I'm not a virgin anymore made me want to run away. "Luke.." I hated saying this because I was turned on. Luke sighed in disappointment but then when he wanted to move I pulled him back. "There are other ways tho." I got his attention when I said that. He let me on top so what I did next caught us both on guard because he didn't think I have it in me and me because it felt so good. I read about sex with clothes in a magazine and i never got the chance of trying it. Seeing how amazing it is made us both happy. I started moving like i was riding him and I could feel his dick pressed against me. I wanted to remove my pants but i couldn't allow my secret coming out. I was actually rubbing myself against him hiving him and me a pleasure. I could feel it building inside of me so i leaned over and kissed him. He was all tense but he returned the kiss. His hands were "on my hips pushing me down. As we both came together I breathed into his lips. Then I laid next to him, on a pretty small couch, and waited till my breathing calmed me down. "Wow.' " Said Luke all out of breath too. I giggled and placed a kiss on his cheek. After a few minutes he got up and said "I need to change my pants. Want some breakfast?" I felt like puking. "Gosh Luke you're disgusting. " I laughed but he just smiled and looked at me in a fake shock. " I actually meant breakfast not my ..uh... but if you're into that... " "Oh God no! " I said before he could finish. I threw my shoe into him and he rushed to bring me food. After we ate we both felt better, like we were the same as before only we weren't. Yes we shared something special but it was nothing like me and Beau had. I lost my appetite thinking about that but then when Luke fell asleep I remembered why I loved him so much. He was kind and good hearted and funny and beautiful and he loved me. I knew that from the way he was looking at me. I was in some deep shit and the problem was even I didn't knew what I wanted. I was watching TV until he woke up, all cuddled next to me, beautiful as always. "Hey baby, I think you should take me home now. " I said as quiet as possible. He simply nodded, yawned and stretched. In less than 15 minutes we were on the way home. Well I was about to go somewhere with my mom and something about that made me a bit nervous. What was is that she wanted to talk to me about? Deep down inside I was praying that it wasn't another " We're moving." speech.

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