Hate Me / Love Me? || Hyunjin x Reader

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I opened the text from Hyunjin, I honestly wanted to call him back but I'm afraid that he already sleeping. 

< 🧊 Forever Enemy Hyunjin 🧊>

🧊 Forever Enemy Hyunjin 🧊 8:35 P.M.

y/n how are you? Did you get home safely?

🧊 Forever Enemy Hyunjin 🧊 9:00 P.M.

y/n?

💀💀💀

Yo, shortie!

Where are you?

🧊 Forever Enemy Hyunjin 🧊9:44 P.M.

umm... Hello?

🧊 Forever Enemy Hyunjin 🧊10:17 P.M.

Are you still out with Yuju and Eunbi?

🧊 Forever Enemy Hyunjin 🧊11:06 P.M.

It's already 11 pm, you still out? 

🧊 Forever Enemy Hyunjin 🧊11:50 P.M.

So, you're ignoring me now? 🤡

Hey, I told you to call me when you get back. I just called Jeongin, he said you already at home.

🧊 Forever Enemy Hyunjin 🧊12:02 A.M.

Why didn't you let me know? At least don't ignore my messages :(

I'm worried you know..

Y/N

Hyunjin!!! 

I'M SORRY 😭😭😭

I just read your texts

Yes, I got back home around 11:20..

Thank you for helping me today. Without you I probably don't know what to do 😔

Thanks a lot..

Delivered 1:15 A.M.

🧊 Forever Enemy Hyunjin 🧊1:23 A.M.

I'm glad to hear that you are safe

It's okay, don't worry. I'm happy enough that I could protect you.

Now, I can sleep peacefully..

I wanted to send you a pic of me trying to shut up my dog, Kkami. 

I thought it is cute so I wanted to share it with you ^^

(A/N: Please check the picture on the top of the page, I somehow couldn't paste the picture here T-T)

Have a beauty sleep, beautiful. 🌟🌟🌟

🦋🦋🦋

Waaiittt... he called me beautiful and that cute picture!?

IS IT EVEN REAL?

I must have already been in dreamland?

I pinched my arm to make sure.

No, it IS hurt. So it's real?

ARGH Hyunjin... Stop making me fall for you! I know it is impossible for us to be together.

I turned off my bedroom light and turned on the night lamp beside my bed, I could see little blue stars reflected on the bedroom ceiling.

After I got comfortable with my blanket and pillow, I tried to close my eyes. But thanks to Hyunjin I couldn't stop thinking about him.

I didn't know what to do next. My heart told me to express my feelings to him, but my logic told me to stop it.

I grabbed my phone that was placed on a nightstand beside me and I looked at the calendar.

It is July 13th, which means in about 2 months from now Hyunjin, Felix, Jisung, Seungmin, Yuju, Eunbi, and I will be in our last semester of High school. Then on February next year, it's our graduation. At that time, Hyunjin and I will be separated.

Although we aren't classmates, I always see him in the morning, lunch time, and sometimes after school. I can't imagine of how I won't be able to see him at all in my everyday life, it's sad.

I will miss his presence, his voice, his sweet laugh when he's with his friends, the way he makes fun of me, but also the way he cares for me. He is different from my past crushes, he is a special person that I would like to have in my life.

Should I just open my heart and brave myself to express my feelings to him? rather than regretting later?

I put some time to think.

Hyunjin will be my last big crush in High School, I feel like I will regret it more if I missed the chance rather than being embarrassed of getting rejected.

Should I just go for it?

🌷🌷🌷

Thank you for reading this chapter! Hope you liked it :) See ya in the next chapter - 56memories

Pic credit: @ huhnjins (twitter)