So finally everything was packed and I was ready to go. It was a beautiful Monday evening. The sky was all purple-ish and almost on the way to darken up.
Sophie called just to check on me.
And so I thus left for the airport.
The feeling throughout my air journey was like butterflies in my stomach. This one hour felt like days. I just wanted to reach Varanasi.
And finally we reached and I had just checked in my hotel room. It was almost 10. I could see the ghat from my window. I just kept on staring it until Sophie entered my room.
The view was just printed inside my brains which I would never ever forget.
Finally I felt "here I'm finally".
This place has my heart. I've my emotions stuck with it. 4 years back the best person in my life's ashes were poured here in the Ganga ji.
Sophie called me for dinner but I was in no mood of. So I just went out all by myself. Sat on one of the steps of ghat.
The river looked all calm and that view was so soothing to my eyes. I couldn't even blink. I had no idea of what all was going around as I was lost in my own world. My friend who was no more and I had made plans to go someday together to Varanasi and watch this view together. The thought of him itself got my eyes teary.
As said you cannot baggage your emotions for long. And so I cried. I sat there for hours. Took a dip in the river.
It felt very different. The water was very cold but I didn't feel any shivers instead that feeling was as if I've gained something In me. As if something good has gotten into me. Probably my long lost friend will live through me.
But it's all good when said. Souls live forever and all. Those things didn't seem practical enough to me. But today I had no idea why I began believing in it.
I just looked at the sky. I'd assigned a star to my friend. I looked at that 🌟. It was twinkling bright as if it were smiling at me.
I felt as if every breath of mine is worth here. I did not feel like coming out of the water even though it was as cold as ice. The water felt as if my friend was with me. I could feel his presence after all these years of trying to forget him so that I could focus on life and go with the flow. But my grief felt endless. How could I've forgotten the one whom I loved and respected so much.
And finally after all those teary nights and sleepless nights here I was...
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