Nitty Gritty 🙄😌 , am i ??

Assi ghat

We finally made it to the Assi ghat. I felt a sensation that was miraculous inside me when I stepped on the first step of the ghat. I could hear the faint sound of tablas somewhere far away from I was.
I could here the bells ringing inside the temples, also the sound of priests chanting shlokas. It was such an out of the world feeling.

It felt great. I wanted to just give a big hug to Shiv and thank him. I was so grateful to him that he got us all here.
Not just music motivation but this place was surely going to fill us full of spirituality. This place was so pure and serene. For the first time the sun was shining bright over my head but I didn't feel that red hotness and burning sensation from it. Sun felt calm and soothing today.

The view was amazing. Some people were going for a boat ride in river Ganga.
And rest of them were worshipping Gangaji. Indian culture is amazing, I mean whatever suffice our needs is no less than a deity to us and that is why we worship our food, rivers and animals.

"Pehle to aap log aas paas ka sab kuch dekho and experience kro"
Said Shiv

"Alright, boat ride is all I want. It's so beautiful in here"
Said Sam

And so all the 3 of my friends went for a boat ride in the Ganges. While I was sitting on a step of the ghat observing what's around each and every second.
It felt so different , I mean usually one can hear his own heart beating when there is pin drop silence but right now there were people around me and their noises but yet I could hear my heat beat.
Shiv noticed me being all silent and having an eye all around the place.
"Toh, kaisi lagi ye jagah??"
He asked

My eyes were overwhelmed with gratitude in them. Shiv looked into my eyes and I think so he got all what I meant without me even uttering a word.
I wanted to say him a thousand of thoughts going in my mind but as usual I chose to keep mum.

Then when all the 3 of my friends came back from the boat ride in the Ganges .
"So now coming to the music making, are we ?"
Asked Sophie getting all excited

"Abhi nahi"
Replied Shiv calmly

"Kya matlab Abhi nahi? Are we on a tour? No ,right ? We are here to make music. So shall we now . This is no joke. This is serious business."
Said Sophie who got a bit angry

"For you to make music and get inspiration from a place, you need to explore it first. Get to know all the good and bad , even and odds of that place.
Agar Prem bhav Ko experience kr rahe ho toh vedana aur virah Ko samajna bhi utna hi important hai"
Said Shiv with same calm tone

"Man , you are pitch perfect even when you speak . 😍 Yaar Kahi Dil naa aa jaaye tum pe Shiv"
Said Sania

"Pehle Sangeet"
Replied Shiv

"So now, where to?"
Asked Sam

"Manikarnika ghat"
Said Shiv whose tone was calm yet serious...

I was just silent and did not give my say in that running conversation.