(11) first meeting

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I was in the library with my Huyung Namjoon.... He is a year older than me ... He is the only friend I have ever since ....

My thoughts were interrupted when
He started speaking...

"Jungkook who is this girl?" he said showing me his phone.

"U-uh ... who? She?...... oh she is Y/N" I said non chalantly .. my eyes widened when I realized it was Y/N...

"W-where DID YOU get this from?" I asked a bit too loud.

"Geeze calm down ... its just on instagram" he replied.

"What ....thats not safe at all.....she is such an idiot" I said low enough for only me to hear.

"I'm glad you have stared to make new friends" he said " but.... shouldn't you do that after you get away from your dad...I mean not that you can't have any friends--"

I cut him off by saying
"I know ... this is not the part of the plan we made ... but I can't I just don't know ....."

"Ok calm down Jungkook ... I know its hard for you.... but thats the reason why you don't get close to anyone.... its just 2 more years until you graduate ...." Namjoon said while putting down his book to a side.

"But Hyung... no matter what.. I still can't ... because its my father ... You know no matter what I can't ..... I just can't betray him... even if he ruined my life . ... my childhood ... he still is my father and I can't get a father ... from anywhere ... I already have lost my mom ... " I said with my head held between my hands.

"Come on ... you hate him..." Namjoon said with his eyebrows raised.

"Yes... but I ... can't hate him... its just natural... no matter what ... he still is my dad .... he... is my blood relation... I'm trapped because of this ....even if I hate him .. deep down I know I can't hate him... " I said.

"I get it ... because I love my parents... but its about you... do you want to stay trapped your whole life ... do you want this future " he said.

"I don't know.." I said in a low voice.

"Look you have two years... we can still change plans ... give it some time ... and cheer up man " he said smiling his dimples showing.

But I could see beyond his smile was hidden fear and worry.I make everyone worry about me...
I dont even know what I did to deserve a friend like Namjoon.

I was heading home .......

My dad went on a business trip... atleast thats what he told me ...

I didn't want to go home ... it always brought bad memories....

There is no place for me in this world .. I just want to disappear...

I was walking through the dark streets ..... ... thinking.. how I got here ....in this mess... ...

My mind started drifting elsewhere I remembered the day I met Namjoon hyung like yesterday...

That was the day when I broke my friendship with Taehyung.... and Jimin decided to let us go too....



Flashback 2 years ago :

I felt lost and lonely ... I lost all my happiness in just one day..

I went to the library because I didn't know where I could go... my house had my dad ... I didn't have anywhere to go...

I sat there on the table ... I wanted to cry but I was too tired to even move .....

I just sat there I didnt know what to do ... my mind was blank .... why am I here....

I felt someone sit on a chair next to me ...

"I'll recommend this book to you if you are having a hard time" he said while handing me a book.

That's when I met him Namjoom hyung.

It usually took me a lot of time to open up to strangers .. but he felt like a brother .. someone I could rely on without getting hurt....

He became my only trusted friend ....




A/N:

Sorry if this chapter was short I'll try to make longer ones ...take this as an apology:



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