𝑭𝑬𝑬𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝒀𝑶𝑼

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍-chapter 8

At first he kisses me on the lips, but I open my mouth, close my eyes, pushing my tongue deep, and he gets the chance and opens his lips, swallowing my lips.

"Hazel, what are you doing?" He asks against the kiss, wiping his lower lip with his finger, and holding

both of my cheeks, but I don't stop.
This is my first kiss, and the best thing that has happened to me so far.

I'm not going to ruin it.

I hold his neck and run my tongue over his tongue.

He doesn't Oppose me, and I continue to kiss him.

I feel my body temperature rise and my heart beat fast.

"Hazel," he says, stops kissing me, and at that moment I feel empty.

"Why did you stop?" I ask in a whisper.
He strokes my hair, takes me off his knees and kisses me on the cheek, "you can't ," he says, running his hand through his hair.

He's the only thing I can see, he knows it, he's always been mine.

In the last week I have apologized so many times that I blamed him for my mother's death, and he absorbed it.

"What?" I ask in panic.
"Hazel enough," he barks.

"Am I not kissing you well enough? Or like Felicia ?" I say stupidly.

"Hazel, stop!" He shouts at me and I sit on the bed in shock.

"you cant. You're a fucking 14-year-old and I'm 17 years old and God! you just lost your mother, you cant take advantage of this pain, Hazel," he explains.

"I'm 15!" I shout nervously.

He always laughed about it. He always said I was too young . That I don't understand.

"You're not old enough," he says, and sweat seems to be dripping from his forehead.

I came to open my mouth, to say how much he's wrong and how I'm not a little girl, but he shut me up by kissing me again.

He kisses me hard, and it hurts.

He sucks my lower lip and bites her, And blood flowed from her.

"This is the last kiss you'll ever get from me on your lips, Hazel, don't ask me for more," he says and I raise my finger to my lip, wiping the blood.

"I can't Hazel, I can't," he says and Im not saying anything .

I just don't know how am I supposed to react.

"I want to do things to you that I'm not supposed to do, i cant do that," he explains and my stomach fills with different pain.

Things? to me?