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𝐈𝐓𝐒 𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃-chapter 19

They are silent when I continue to eat,
the soup is really fucking delicious, but it doesn't interest me, he won't stay here for long, not when I am around.

"Did you come to ruin my holiday meal?" My mother asks, her voice broken.

"Did you know that she'll come with her fucking boyfriend?" I ask her, starting to get upset again.

"This is my house, I invite whoever I want to dust,"
she responds.

"It was my house, she was supposed to tell her friend who I am, right?" I shout so that the whole house is filled with my echo.

"You can't talk like that!" My mother shouts, Eric is silent.

"Fuck you all!" I shout, And getting up from the table, going upstairs to my room.

Hazel:
"Fuck hazel!" He screams, scaring me in his reaction, God.

"I'm sorry Dylan," I say, feel so bad .

"When the hell was I supposed to find out about this?" He's barking, he's so mad, no less than I am.

"I ... um, no ..." I stutter, I have nothing to answer.

"I see," he says, slamming the door and really coming out, but I'm going after him, running after him.

"Dylan," I shout, wanting him to turn around and come back.

He walks out the door of the house, slams it hard, leaving me speechless.

I see his car leaving, leaving with our suitcases , everything went with him.

I hold my head as my tears flow from my face, and it's because of fucking Dust.

I knew it was going to happen, that his anger was coming out in front of everyone, just amazing.

I turn around, the table is tidy, probably Avery and Eric went upstairs, and Dust ...

I don't know where he is, but it is better for him not

to approach me.

He destroyed me.

He doesn't want me to be happy, just as he left me.

I go up to my room again, looking for clothes to

sleep in, but the ticking of the door bothers me.

"Honey?" Avery's voice peeks through the door, she

comes in and sits down next to me, puts her hand on

my shoulder and holds me close to her, starts talking.

"I know about that night Hazel," she says, surprising me and continuing to stroke my back.

"I heard you," she admits, continuing to surprise.

"It's legitimate hun , you're a girl, you're still like that," she says emotionally.

"You know Dust, he doesn't not know how to shut his mouth, Hazel,it'll pass to Dylan," she promises, I hope.

You're still young Hazel, you're only 19,
you'll go through a lot more,

it's going to pass, and you're going to get hurt
again, and it's going to happen again," she explains, I so appreciate her for that.

"He left, with the suitcases and clothes," I say, wiping away the tears.

I'll get you nightgown, okay?

I tidy up the little bed, take off my shoes, my dress and stay with my bra and panties on.

She knocks on the door, "Come in," I ask.

The door opens and before I can think, Dust enters,

oh fuck.

I cover myself with my hands,
close my eyes in frustration and shout, "get out !" I demand.

But he stayed, handing me the nightgown.

I take it from his hand, wear it , and gather my hair into a ponytail.

"Do not be ashamed, just an hour ago you cummed on my fingers," he says arrogantly, examining me.

"get out ," I demand, I don't have the power to talk right now.

"Stop asking for what will not happen," he whispers,

approaching me and as soon as he puts his hand on my shoulder

" I hate you!" I shout, I don't care to be heard.