My One Wish

Chapter Fifteen

Okay so here is the fifteenth chapter of My One Wish! :O Unbelievable right? Lol I just cant believe it is all. This chapter was really hard to start. I have no idea what so ever as to where to go with this chapter. I didnt know if I was going to put it in Annas POV or Nashs or Jakes or maybe even all. I didn't know if I was going to have screaming or if I was going to have someone get caught doing something they shouldn't have.. I just didn't know. So it was pretty difficult.. :/

There were so many possible ways to go with this that I was completely blocked. I had not even the slightest clue where to take this. But I eventually did find a way... as you all can see. :) So here it is.

Oh and it does start of in Annas POV so don't hate too much.. I know how you all love it from Nashs POV so it does change without. :3

So I hope you enjoy this horrible and hard to write chapter. :)

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Chapter Fifteen

(Anna's POV)

Jake is kissing me...

Jake is kissing me?

Jake is kissing me!

My mind is shouting at me to move to push him away to do something. I'm just standing here in Jake's grasp and he is kissing me. I mean I am not even kissing him back but he is not letting go.

All I can think of is how wrong this is. His kiss is all wrong. He shouldn't be the one kissing me. Nash should. His kiss is cold and wet and his kiss isn't... isn't Nash's.

His lips are cold and hard and full of anxiety and aggression. Its feels like he is forcing something out of nothing. Like he is trying to make two puzzle pieces fit that just are not even close it fitting in the slightest.

All the while I'm thinking of Nash's kisses which are soft and delicate and so loving it leave me weak kneaded. Its like we do fit. Like we are supposed to be the ones kissing each other. Like we always were.

I'm still not fully processing what is happening between us until I feel is tongue dip out and lick my lips, silently asking for permission into my mouth.

Immediately I snap back to life, back to reality.

Back to the reality of Jake.

That this is Jake.

Raising my hand up to his I place my palms on his chest. Pushing him away from me. He takes a step back looking confused and dazed by my action.

I feel so guilty. It was only seconds of his lips on mine but in those few seconds he got far enough to try and deepen the kiss.

I didn't even kiss him back, not even for a split second. But it doesn't stop the pain in my heart, and it doesn't stop me from feeling the guilt of having anothers lips on mine, when the only lips the should be on mines are Nash's.

His are the only lips I want from not until forever. The only lips I've ever wanted.

Not his. Not Jake's.

I look up at him and say "You can't do that Jake. Why did you do that?!" He stares at me for a second before answering. "I did it because you wanted me to." He says simply.

"Wanted you to? What the hell are you talking about wanted you to?!"

"Yeah wanted you to. You did, you wanted me Anna. Don't even bother trying to deny it. Don't deny us. You said all you wanted to do today way talk to me. See me. Be with me..." he pauses. His voice low. "You said that as soon as Nash told you that you guys were meeting with our friends I was the first thing that popped into your mind. That it was me you wanted to be with. Not Tate, or Charlie or Eugene or Hannah or even Sarah. It was me. You wanted me." He says sounding victorious and cocky.