My One Wish

Chapter Two

And here i am for my 2nd Chapter! :D like yay! haha anyways I hope you enjoy this new POV. I know its still early to be switching up like this but i just love when stories are told from the guys POV. So now I hope you enjoy hearing from Nash. I know I will LOVE writing it in his POV, and now it's time to get going and shake some things up! :D

Enjoy! :)

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Chapter Two

(Nash's POV)

Why doesn't she see me? Why doesn't she see what's right in front of her? Why doesn't she see me the way I see her? The way I've always seen her. It just makes me wonder, why can't life ever have happy endings?

I would like to say that I don't believe in the whole one person for everyone thing. Where there is one girl and one girl only that could ever make you happy. That you could never love anyone like you love her. Like I said before I'd like to say that I don't believe in the sort of thing, and at one point I didn't, and still wouldn't... If it wern't for her. If it wasn't for Anna. This whole thing. Me being all mushy and soft, is her fault. I wouldn't be like this if she didn't make me love her.

Everything she does drives me crazy, and makes me fall deeper in love with her and makes me want her more. Like the way shes prefer to listen to her old records over the top 20. Like when she laughs, it lights up her whole face and instantly cheers everyone else up along with her. How it only takes her like 2 days to completely finish a book because she gets so captivated by the characters.

I love how she continues to buy more and more book even though she might have 20 on her to be read list, and even though I and her parents tell her she doesn't need any more.

I love her stubbornness.

I love that when she angry or sad she comes to me. Even if it's me shes upset with. 

I love that she told me I could make her anger disappear just by smiling. I love that she told me that. It came as such a surprise when she said it. I wasn't expecting her to say anything like to me... ever. And by the blush the rose to her cheeks after she said it, she didn't expect to say it either. But I'm glad she did. Because it was at that moment when I was hugging her, that I realised how much I actually loved her. I realised that I that no one made me smile the way she made me smile. And that smile that melts her anger is only a smile shes ever seen. A smile for no one else but her.

But she doesn't realize that. To her we're best friends and only best friends. But I'd be lying if I said I didn't want there to be more. It's all I can think about. About how much I love her.

No matter how much I want her though, I could never actually do anything about it.

Why?

Because I cant risk losing her. Even if that means never having her as mine. At least I'll always have her by my side. Weather its holding my hand or simply standing next to me. I'll always have her, no matter how much I wish that she chose to hold my hand.

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When I was sitting in her car waiting for her to catch up, I couldn't help remember the way she smelled when I was close to her. The way she felt under in my arms. Or well under my hand. All I know though is that she fit perfectly there. Like she belonged there with me. And remembering best of all the feel of my lips on her skin. I couldn't wait until the day when I could kiss her as much, anywhere and everywhere I wanted.