The Accidental Wife

Chapter 41

Freya cried so hard that night after gavin called her but as what she promised she didn't tell to anyone what happen

Her mind set into peace for just a second but it goes back again when she remember what happen to Gavin and Diana why they are still together and why gavin didn't leave her if he really didn't forget her

"Fey ? " she emidiatley wipe her tears upon hearing ximen's voice

"Yeah?! " she answered with a smile but her eyes are bit red

"You crying again? " ximen asked with a confused look showed on his face

"No, ...am ... I just ah rub my eyes that's why " she replied trying not to stutter again

"Are you sure? " ximen asked he is really concerned

"Yeah! By the way why you're here? "

"Davina wanted to ask if you need something coz we're going for a grocery " he said

"I'm ok and I don't need anything yet I'll just text her if I remember something " she replied and smile

"OK, stop crying and get rest" ximen said and close the door behind him

She was holding her phone hoping that Gavin would call again since it's been three days since he called

She look down at her belly her delivery was nearing and she still don't know if Gavin would be there to help her suddenly her tears came again

"Baby I'm sorry if your mom is too emotional I know you feel my loneliness too and mommy is really sorry about it, it's just that Dady and mommy are having hard times but don't worry when you come out daddy would be here to take good care of you, I love you very much baby " she said rubbing her baby bump then suddenly the child inside her kicked that make her laugh a bit despite of her tears streaming down

She went outside their room to the terrace he watch as the clear sky sniffing the fresh air and cold breeze touch her skin Christmas was nearing she look up at the sky thinking how this whole year brought so much event to her life

First she got married to a man she dosen't know but eventually fall in love with him they started to build a family together then suddenly life give them puzzle that they still don't know how to solve

She closed her eyes and prayed

" I don't know what are your plans exactly, first you gave me my husband and made me love him second you give me a child and I'm very thankful for all those event that came into my life but life really not always about happiness, I don't know why you take Gavin away from me the moment I needed him the most and that's the thing I couldn't understand but with you I know you wouldn't give this to us if you know we can't handle it ..."

"...and I'm asking you for guidance so that we could make it until the end, please give the both of us strength and courage to do it, please protect everyone around us I'm trusting you and give you full control of everything that would happen I'm asking you to protect this baby that you've given to us I don't want to lose him because of the hard times I've been through ..."

"... Please enlighten the people who's doing this to us so that we could be together again as we welcome this little angel you give I'm giving and trusting this to you "

She open her eyes then her heart feel a bit lighter compared before, then suddenly her phone rang she quickly look at it and hoping that it Ark who was calling

"Yeah "

"Hi"

"Why? "