certain efforts of becoming a queen should handle all the hard works and A queen will have both great wisdom and become brave.
but by the owners of cruelty and greediness in this monarchy, the people see the queen as entitled, unhappy, dysfunction...
"My lady, you haven't been going outside lately. are you perhaps sick?"
My maid, Willa has been trying to make me go out and i don't want to as my mind has been fixed with plans and on this day, I knew that if i were to go out, the prince would surely see me.
yes... I remembered, today was the day where I fell in love, a cowardly and clumsy me falling to the guy who was an asshole, even now.
"Gosh, I was stupid."
"my lady! such obnoxious words you're spitting in your mouth. where did you even learn such nonsense?"
oh right, completely not the modern world I'm into right now
"I apologize, I've been stressed and I could wish that maybe you, Willa can help me with something?"
"of course, anything for my lady."
"can you perhaps inform the butler to prepare a carriage for me?"
I'll go outside but on a different route. I needed to take a break and relax.
"then where should the lady go off to?" Willa asks with a worried face
"don't you worry, I won't go to the sword shop, I'll take a break and visit a lake around"
Willa smiles and exits with happy feet.
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"my lady, don't you think that it's improper for you to wear such a casual dress?"
during this time, all ladies going to the lake should have proper attire, but I, for one am not in the mood. it's too heavy and a lot of garments to use. besides, when I wasn't back in this life, I would've just worn my regular oversized shirt and pants.
"I don't mind, there are not many people around to look and it's just us Willa."
Willa sighed as I sat on my picnic blanket and watch the lake.
"then i should go and fetch some snacks for you my lady, please don't do anything reckless without me."
"Alright"
with a worried look on her face, I smiled and calmly said. "I won't so go"
now that I'm alone, and resting my mind in the past..... I'm just currently remembering how my modern world is doing right now. being Nicole was so much more fun and easy than being me, Rosemary.
overthinking won't solve any good answers so I'll probably just sleep and wait for Willa for a while.
