To Capture A Heart...

Chapter 1: rehearsals, sorry's and fonding

20th February 2019

•british video woman like me ft anastasia tomlinson
•british female solo artist
•rising star
•artist of the year
•british single Two Of Us
•british album of the year

those where my nominations at the brits this year.. i was excited. so excited. six nominations... damn my mother would be SO PROUD of me right now.
i'm performing tonight also... i'm performing my new single Sorry Not Sorry, i'm performing Woman Like Me with the little mix girls, and i'm also performing a special song tonight.. which you'll find out about.. tonight. yes yes i know, i'm a tease. that's the tomlinson in me, has to be.

i released my single last month on my birthday, the 13th January. the fans love it which i'm happy about, they're still trying to figure out who it's aimed at which is funny.

"like a woman like me, dun dun dun dun dun" claudimar shouts in the dance studio and the girls and i go into full choreo and slap our hands together kinda doing a chicken dance. i promise you. it looks good.

"i caaan't do itttt!" perrie stomps her foot as me and the girls carry on doing the choreo.
"you're gonna have to, the brits is tonight!" Claudimar told perrie as he paused the music that would be played tonight. it's not the original woman like me track, it's like a little remix.

i breathed heavily walking over to where my water bottle was, i pick it up but it has no water in it. "WHOS DRANK MY DRINK??" i called out making everyone stop talking. there is so many of us here, me and the girls, Claudimar.. all the male dancers and then the female dancers.
"oops sorry, that'd be me!" jade held her hand up and laughed softly with a innocent shrug of the shoulders
"not to worry, it seems as though your hubby is here." perrie smirked then nodded behind me. i saw harry leant up against the door frame of the dance studio with a smile on his face and two bags.
"hi, what you doing here?" i asked him as i walked up to him
"thought i'd pop to the shop, get you all some water, make sure you're all drinking properly" he smiled as i wrapped my arm around his waist and leant up to kiss his lips "awww you two are just so cute!" jesy cooed making me pull my lips away from my boyfriend's.

"what's in the bags, haz?" Jesy asked him
"water," he said in his thick british accent "i got 30 water bottles, i kind of estimated how many dancers there was" he laughed softly handing her one of the bags "oh my gosh you're so sweet!" she cooed again grabbing the bag from him "thank you so much!"
he handed her the other bag and smiled "don't thank me" he shook his head

everyone then thanked harry for the water and the sipped on it "how's rehearsals?" he asked and i raised my brows at him "it's 9am, harry. i've been doing this for two hours.. how do you think it is??"

he grinned and nodded "fun i'm sure" he teased making me roll my eyes
"harry are you coming to the brits tonight to support your woman?" perrie asked my boyfriend walking up to us. i could've sworn i saw him check her out.. but then again, she is one of the sexiest women i've ever come across so i don't really blame him.
"i wanted to come, management wouldn't let me though. i can't appear to be too fond of her in public. they'd go crazy at me." he truthfully told her, she nodded understandably "i get it" she said then her eyes widened "i'm kind of late to congratulate you on it but congrats for the tour and the album. i'm obsessed with it still"

"congrats on your album, it's amazing.. congrats on leaving syco too. i bet that was a thrill for you.. you was with them 7 years right?" he asked perrie, i grabbed my water from the bag and supped on it sitting down in the chair beside where they stood
"thank you so much.. yeah it was seven years, we're just happy to be free now" she smiled and he nodded understandably "i get you. i was only with them 5 years and it was torturous.. as you know." he smiled weakly
she nodded awkwardly. zayn.
"i've um—" he said stretching the back on his neck "i've never actually really apologised to you... i know it was so long ago, and you've moved on with.. alex, am i right??" he said to perrie with a raised brow. she smiled softly and nodded "yeah alex"
"i know you're happy with him," he began then paused "but i've never actually got a chance to personally apologise to you for the whole zayn thing.."

"don't worry about it, it's—" perrie began but he cut her off "no it's not okay, what he did was.. well- uncalled for. you're a lovely girl who deserved better. the way he treat you wasn't fair. i feel like the lads and i played a huge part in the breakdown of your relationship with zayn. if we only knew what he was going through and what he was doing we'd of helped him out the best we could.. and i'm sorry that our blindness caused you to get hurt." he solemnly said lowering his head almost.

she shook her head "honestly harry, it's not your's, louis', niall's or liam's fault. it's only zayn's fault. of course the record label and management team played a part in it, but you and the lads did nothing wrong. zayn just couldn't keep it in his pants" she smiled laughing slightly making harry laugh, he nodded softly "i'm sorry you went through that.. but hey! shout out to my ex won the brit over pillowtalk. i bet you was buzzing" he grinned "i know i would be" he laughed making her laugh too "we was pretty happy, wasn't we stasia?" she asked making me look up at her "hell yeah" i nodded grinning

"i'll let you girls finish rehearsals.. i love you and will see you soon, yeah??" harry turned to me smiling and i nodded "yeah, i love you too." i smiled back. he bent down and kissed my lips softly. i kissed him back and he pulled away "lovely seeing you again, good luck for tonight! the performance and the nomination, you'll win, don't even worry" he pulled perrie into a hug. by then, jade, jesy and leigh made their way over to say bye to harry.

"bye girls," he said after he finished hugging them. he gave us all one last wave and walked out of the dance studio.

"wow..." jade breathed making me look at her with raised brows.
"yeahhh" jesy nodded breathing out making me look at her too.
"he is so dreamy, i'm jealous of you!" perrie stated looking at me as i stood up i raised a brow at her and chuckled "what?" she said "he is!!" she protested and the girls backed her up "he really is!" leigh-anne said.
"i've always thought he was so amazing!" leigh-anne said "omg same! i mean— in no way would i ever want to get with him, but you can't deny that he isn't a handsome man!" perrie said making me laugh

"okay, god— can you all stop fonding over my man"

they raised their hands in defence jokingly "sorry, anna"

"i'm kinda jealous that he wrote songs about you..." jade spoke up after ten minutes making us all laugh loudly together. god i love these girls. these girls are my best friends!!