DON'T READ THIS UNLESS YOU HAVE READ BEDROOM FLOOR!!!
To Capture A Heart is the sequel to Bedroom Floor.
Anastasia Tomlinson and Harry Styles continue their love journey... many hurdles are thrown at them, but the main question is.. can they over...
"...with kendall?..." i croaked, i had tears in my eyes but i didn't have the energy to cry, that's how sick and tired i am.
"yeah..." he replied shortly, with a rusty voice. i nodded, more to myself, it was me excepting that my boyfriend has just cheated on me. "say something?" he begged me. "there is nothing to say, harry. i have nothing to say." i shook my head truthfully as i look out over Encino, California.
"i'm so sorry.. i know i let you down. i was so drunk, stasia.. so, so drunk and so was Kendall."
"she was my friend." i stated plainly. "you fucked my friend, you cheated on me with my friend. you fucked your ex girlfriend." i stared staring out at the night sky and the bright lights, "i know," he broke down crying "i'm so fucking sorry, i didn't do it purposely i—"
"so you just fell onto her, yeah? you kissed her then fucked her while i'm sat in my home grieving over my dead sister???" i fired back. "i needed you harry," i said boldly "but i don't think you realise that..." i said softly
"of course i do.. i need you too, more than you'll ever know. i'm so sorry. she doesn't mean anything to me, i promise you... you mean so much more to me than her."
"tell yourself that then, instead of fucking my friend, cunt" i said bluntly and ended the call on him after hearing him let out a sob.
i put my phone down and glanced out to the scenery. my life is such a mess, everyone in my life is dropping like flies. well that's what it feels like anyways.
time seemed to have flown by, i was on my 5th glass of pear gin and lemonade when the door bell rung. i sighed and walked back in my home with my glass in hand. i closed the doors and made my way downstairs to the foyer where my big front door was. i opened it to reveal a tear stained face harry, "can i umm- come — can we talk??" he said brokenly. i looked at him plainly "i think you're at the wrong house?? super hot kendall jenner doesn't live here, she's living in her 300 million dollar hone. not a 11 million dollar home " i tell him sarcastically making him frown "since when has money EVER bothered me??" he fired back making me sigh and step aside. he walked in with a soft smile "it's beautiful in here." he breathed. i noted "yeah... i've done well" i proudly say.
"i wanted to apologise." he stated softly as he turned to me i nodded slowly. "i let you down, i let myself down, i let US down massively, i'm so disappointed in myself, stasia." he frowned as a tear fell down his face "it was like i wasn't.. me? last night." he said unsurely making a face "i know apologies are never gonna fix this but i—"
i laughed softly and looked down trying to hide my smirk.
"what?" he said making me look up at him "what are you laughing at?" his brow raised "you just quoted a lyric from Woman." i giggled softly not being able to hold it in. he chuckled and looked down "i didn't do it on purpose, i was saying just what i feel" his smile faltered as he saw my eyes fill with tears
"i'm the worst person in the world, anna... you've- you've just lost fizzy... and i've done this to you? i don't deserve your forgiveness" he shook his head.
i smile weakly and look down catching the time on my watch, i look back up at harry and smile weakly "i should go, i've got a busy day tomorrow." i said softly. he cleared his throat and nodded "okay.. i'll um- be in touch?" he looked at me wearily. i nodded with a smile "yeah." i said to him, he smiled weakly and nodded.
21st April 2019
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"you look great" someone says to me, i raise my brows in shock and turn around to see sophie smiling, with a water bottle in her hand. she hands me the water bottle and i thank her for the water bottle and the compliment.
"are you nervous?" she wondered. i looked back out at the crowd from behind the curtains on the side lines and puffed out some air "hell yeah"
"you've got a busy schedule while you're here in america... you're back in the u.k. on the 1st of june to perform at capital summer time ball on the 8th, then you fly back out to america for more promo, then to do michael's anniversary, you need a few more studio sessions too" sophie informed me, i listened to her carefully.
i looked down at my phone as it buzzed in my hand.
Harry Styles: good luck for today, you'll smash it. thinking of you. x
i smiled softly and replied
thank you.
"closing the show tonight, closing the whole festival we a whole, is ANASTASIA TOMLINSON" the announcer said.
i made sure to give my phone to sophie and make sure my headset was on my head properly. in five minutes i'd be heading out on stage. the curtains fell on the stage and covered up the stage. i walk out and dancers follow me. we all get in our place and listen to the crowd clapping, cheering and chattering.
slowly but surely the music to my song REACT started playing through the speakers and everyone cheered making me smile.
i look down at the floor checking the set list.
• REACT • Let You • home with you • F.U. • nobody like you • crazy stupid love ~ a talk with the crowd, interlude for the beginning • the beginning • 18 • don't forget where you belong • infinity • perfect • Home • History • the end ~ a talk and introduce zayn with a video montage of videos and photos of zayn and i throughout these 9 years • good years (with zayn) • entertainer (with zayn • no candle no light (with zayn) • dusk till dawn (with zayn) • i don't wanna live forever (with zayn) ~ zayn leaves and a small chat with the crowd • Hurts Like Hell • Selfish • love me or leave me here ~ a interlude paying tribute to Félicité and mum • two of us • halo • you are not alone • man in the mirror • the cure ~ water break and a chat: interlude • motivation • i don't care • dear lover • will you be there ~ world exclusive premier of always you announcement of the album.. release date.. announce that every song on the album will have a music video (a full visual album) • always you • sorry not sorry • shout out to my ex
i breathe out... 34 songs?? this is gonna knacker me out!! beyoncé did something like 40 last year.. so i guess ive got it easier than her. well, not too much easier. who am i kidding??
"hey you ok.. it's show time in a minute," claudimar rested his arm on my back and smiled at me softly. i nodded weakly "yeah i'm good."
"hey.. you've fit a great performance lined up for everyone. you should be excited for this. don't be upset! and anyways, your best friend is here. look." he smiled and nodded off to the side lines. i looked to see zayn with a hoodie on from my merch that reads 'tommo style or no style'
i giggle at him and shake my head, he turns to sophie and says something quickly. she looked down at her watch and sighed then nodded. he cane running over to me and welcomed me into a big hug which i squeezed back "are you okay? do you think you can do this?" he asked me softly.
"i've got you here supporting me, you're even joining me on stage.. i'm excited. of course i can do this." i grinned then i heard the time countdown, i turned to see on the big screen behind me it was counting down from 20 seconds. once it hits ten the massive black curtains drop and we all stay in our places like stone until the glass smashing effect is heard then we start dancing.
"good." he smiled quickly, hugged me, kissed my cheek and said good luck and he ran off. i breathed looking out in front of me at the curtain.
the black curtain soon dropped and smoke fired out in front of me and everyone went crazy.
