chapter 13: fuck you

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2nd May 2019

"so imma let GOOOOOOOOO no one else in the world could ever come close to ya baby" perrie belts out the lyrics in head voice as she records the song in the booth. the girls and i stood on the other side of the booth and dance around to perrie's voice and the music

"hey jade, have you come up with any new lyrics?" i asked her as we all calmed down.
"umm yeah..." she bends down to the table grabbing a notepad "here." she hands me it.

'so tonight i'll sing another, another break up song.

for all the times they screwed us over. '

"that's all i've got" she chuckled "hey it's fine." i told her.

perrie walked out the booth and we all told her how great she sounded.
the girls are recording my song called Holiday. i felt like it wasn't right for me, it wasn't right for a solo artist so i happily gave it to the girls. they've finished the song now. it's all recorded and ready for its release. the girls asked if i wanted to be on it, or if i wanted to keep it and they could just be featured. but i recon this track will be really good for them as it's so pop and fun; that's everything little mix stands for.

"thank you so much again for this track, stasia. we love it. and we won't disappoint you either." leigh-anne shook her head smiling widely.
"don't thank me, it's a honour you wanted it." i grin at her.

for the past two days we've been writing and recording together for our next albums.

hours later:

"so tonight i'll sing another, another break up song
So turn it up, let it play on, and on, and on, and on
For all the times they screwed us over
Let it play on, and on, and on
Just another break-up song" i sing and laugh slightly with happiness

the girls sing the second part of the chorus smiling.

"i don't wanna turn back time
'Cause what's another lonely night?
I know under these lights
I'm good without you" i sing with  soft voice then go straight in with my head voice singing even louder
"For all those tears that I cried
I sing it louder tonight
Let it play on, and on, and
On and on, and on OOOHHHOOHHHHHHHHHH another break up song babe." i sing and the girls cheer.

we was just singing it as we finished writing it and the girls finished recording it and we was just dancing to it in the recording studio.

"JUST ANOTHER BREAK UP SONG" the girls and i shouted with happiness and giggled together when it finished and cheered loudly as we clapped our hands.

my phone started ringing and i looked down to see it saying Harry Styles.

i sighed shakily then answer the call with the girls glancing at me in confusion "hello?"

"i've been trying to call you for days. what the fuck, anastasia??!" he snapped down the phone at me making me roll my eyes.

i made eye contact with perrie and she mimed "speaker." to me. i pulled the phone away from my ear and tapped the speaker button
"do you have any idea what the media is saying about us?? we're all over the internet anastasia, stories of you cheating on me, affairs and everything. we need to sort this, we need to sort us."

"i don't wanna talk to you." i stated plainly looking down at my shoes "i'm sorry? i ain't the one who's just slept with my ex band mate. my bestfriend's ex fiancé. oh no, that was you wasn't it?" he sarcastically said making my eyes roll back.

"have you finished??" i asked him. jade laughed slightly making me look up at her and grin as she slapped her hand over her mouth.
"and don't throw that in my face, we're not together.. i do what the fuck i want. it's you that went behind my back when i've been needing you the most and fucked kendall fucking jenner." i laughed with shock as i shook my head "so don't try that shit with me, harry." i told him.

"you've changed." he replied softly "you aren't my anna anymore." he said brokenly, i looked at the girl's face and they looked sad.
"you have a cold heart, anna, i've been ringing you.. messaging you. you're just ignoring me."

"ITS YOUR FAULT!!! WHY ARE YOU PLAYING THE VICTIM?!" i screamed at him down the phone

"you know some of my friends, not naming them, but some of them told me not to go there with you. i should of listened to them because unlike you, they care about me and want me to be happy." i take a dig at him and he sighed "i fucking love you. don't you understand?!"

"if you loved me.. you wouldn't have fucked kendall skinny arse jenner. okay? i hope you're proud of yourself. proud of what you've done to me. done to us." i say as i tear up while speaking to him "so don't call me anymore, i don't wanna talk about us or anything like that. i wanna move on, while you're at home going out of your mind obsessed with what i'm doing. you know what that's called harry??" i snapped frowning.

"what??" he whispered brokenhearted

"it's called karma. i'm over you, so fuck you." i ended the call and dropped my phone onto the sofa next to me.
"heyyy, it's okay baby." perrie hugged me. i hugged her tight and she pulled me up from the sofa and all the girls awed "group huuuuggggg!!" jesy cheered as the rest of the girls huddled around me and hugged me.

"i'm sorry perrie, i'm so sorry." i sobbed into her. she giggled softly "oh babe, it's okay, please don't apologise. i'm not bothered. i promise!! all i care about is you."

i smiled softly as they all hugged me tighter.

"oh by the way." jade says and pulls out of the 5 way hug. we all stand and stare at her "i wrote some things down what you said to harry on the phone and what he said to you... i think it'd be a good song for you album." she said smiling. we all laughed with joy. thank god for fucking friends right? 

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