Being Alive ( D.W)

Mr. Ketch and Mary

A few weeks later. In the woods. 

I was running through the woods. There was a hellhound trying to eat me. 

Oh god!

I tripped over a piece of wood and fell to the ground. 

The hellhound jumped on top of me and bit and clawed at me. 

I cried out in pain. 

He bit in my side. 

I kicked him off and looked it dead in the eye. 

It snarled at me. drool mixed with my blood was dripping from its mouth. 

I flashed my black eyes at it and it bowed a little before walking away whining. 

Thank god. 

I breathed out and let myself fall back. 

At the bunker. 

I walked inside and leaned against the railing "boys"

They looked up to me.

Sam's jaw dropped and he stood up "Elena?"

I nodded, in pain "yes"

Dean rushed up the stairs and put an arm around my middle. 

I cried out in pain. 

Dean "sorry"

Then he picked me up and carried me downstairs. 

I looked at him. 

Flashback. Three weeks earlier. 

I knocked on Dean's door and he turned to me.

Dean asked confused "hey?"

I smiled "hey"

Dean "you okay?"

Me "I just realized that we've talked about everything but ..."

Dean nodded "I know. Us"

I sighed "Dean, picking up where we left wouldn't be fair to you since I don't feel that way about you anymore. And it wouldn't feel like right to me"

Dean nodded "I know"

Me " so what do you wanna do?"

Dean shrugged "I don't know"

Me "you wanna end it? At least till I got my feelings back?"

Dean " you mean "if"you get your feelings back. "

I sighed "I know you're not happy. But it's just till I get my feelings for you back"

Dean "you mean, till you break down that wall in your brain"

Me "Dean-"

Dean shook his head "you can't expect from me to just stand by and watch how you flirt with other guys – let alone watch how you bring one home"

Me "you and I both know you would beat the shit out of that guy .you've done it before, remember?"

Dean sighed.

Me "Besides that, who said I would do that to you?"

Dean looked at me confused. 

Me "Dean, just because I don't feel like loving you doesn't mean I don't remember loving you. I remember, Dean, and I know you still love me. I'm not gonna be disrespectful to you and just take advantage of the situation to sleep with other guys"