🎶DIVE BY ED SHEERAN 🎵
Jackson P.O.V
We entered Catlin's room and went to her bed. I sat down with my back against the headboard while my baby was busy on her phone with a frown on her face ."I'll be right back ." She said then went out of the room talking on her phone . I just sat on my phone looking through my emails .
She came back with a beautiful smile on her beautiful face. "Mind telling me why your so happy?" I asked smiling just because she's smiling.
" Oh it's nothing I just spoke to Cherel after a while and it was really nice hearing her voice." She said then sat down on the bed a bit too far for my liking. I pulled her closer to me she gasped but didn't fight which I'm happy about.
"What do you want to watch?" I asked . She thought for a bit then smiled. "Madea Boo " she said excited. I nod and started the movie. I pulled her so she was sitting between my legs and her back rest against my front.
She just sighed. I took the popcorn and put it on her lap then got the nutella. She smiled when she saw that I was eating popcorn with nutella. To be honest it's really delicious and it's my favourite way to eat popcorn from now on.
"Look at that Buffy likes my amazing combination." She said then laugh. I just smiled at how comfortable my baby is around me . I'm so happy with Catlin she really is amazing I will always love her . She's just what I need in my life. Someone who will make me laugh who will make me smile by just her presence , someone that's strong and independent but not too independent I want her to depend on me too . I need Catlin more then I need oxygen. I would die and kill just to have her by my side.
I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard a whimper that's when I realise I was digging my nails in her hips ." Sorry" I said sincerely she gave me a smile and nodded then went back to watching the movie. She laughed at the movie while I just stared at her and smiled. I could do this forever.
The movie ended and she was still laughing about some scenes I don't know what scenes because I wasn't really watching. The popcorn was done so she just ate the remaining of the nutella. She really do love nutella.
" What movie next ?"she asked and me being an idiot said a romantic movie not that I like romantic movies but I thought since she's a girl she'll love it but trough out the whole movie she complained of how stupid and emotional the heroine is being for trusting the hero and his lies and how easily she is manipulated, she also complained of how cliché the heroine is being for trusting the guy so easily .
And the part where the hero left the heroine surprised me most he was dumping the girl my babygirl started laughing. I was so confused other girls would have cried and here my babygirl was encouraging her to move on and to 'stop being such a pussy' was her exact words .
Then she finished with 'Girls are so stupid.' I learned 4 things from this the first thing is that my babygirl hates romantic movies she hate weak woman and that she has serious trust issues also that she think love is a weakness which I completely understand because that's how I felt before I met her.
That's when I realise how much that guy Julian must have hurt her but I'm not gonna let that happen ever again. I love her too much. "You know Buffy I never thought that you would like romantic movies ."She said and I looked at her . She was laying on her side still between my legs and her head on my chest.
"I don't but I thought since your a girl you will like it but I was horribly wrong about that. Your so weird." I said and chuckle. She raised her eyebrows.
"You were wrong I hate romantic movies it's stupid and cliché. I mean you meet this person then all of a sudden you can't breathe without them it's so dumb. I know that you love them and I don't have anything against it but you shouldn't blow it out of perporsian ya know." She said.
I felt kind of offended because that's how I feel about her . I know she didn't mean to offend me or anything but it still hurts when she say such things and I know she never experienced real love before and she hate being weak but if that her opinion on love how will we ever be happy together.
I got up and left her room and went outside to get some air. I love Catlin so much . I need her to need me too . I will do anything for her to love me back . Why can't she just give us a chance. I know I can make her happy. She's always on my mind no matter what I do she is all I ever see all I ever want . I will go absolutely crazy without her . I'm addicted to her skin, her hair, her touch, her smile,her laugh, her eyes,her angelic voice. I'm completely and utterly addicted to her.
"Jackson?" I heard her call me and when I turned around and there she was in all her gorgeous glory looking at me with her beautiful doe eyes. I turned back around remembering her words .
"Jackson are you mad at me?" She asked but I didn't answer I was too hurt by her words .
"Was it something I said ?" She asked again but I remained quiet too hurt to say a word.
"Please don't be mad at me."She said is a pleadings tone.
"Why ?" I asked confused as to why it matters to her if I was mad or not.
"Because I don't know I just don't like it when your mad at me it hurts. " She said and I smiled that means she does feel something for me .
"You really hurt me Catlin by saying all that . I agree that Julian hurt you but not every guy is like that. He was a coward, he was a boy trying to be a man . I have feelings for you Catlin and when you say such things it feels as if you will never let me in . Never give me a chance to make you happy." I said and went to her and stood infront of her she tilted her head upwards almost straining her neck to look at me . She so small I would have laugh as to how short she is if it wasn't for our current situation
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