POSSESSIVE LOVE

(23)I LOVE HIM

🎶HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEART BY MELANIE MARTINEZ 🎵
Catlin P.O.V
I looked up at him . I felt so guilty I didn't know that my words effect him so bad . I don't even know why I said that. I guess I'm just so hurt but that doesn't give me the right to hurt other's. Seeing Jackson like this really hurts me .

"I'm sorry." I said feeling very guilty. He looked at me then gave me a small smile. "It's fine but please baby don't do this to yourself. Your hurting yourself by constantly reminding yourself of that idiot. Your pushing the people who love and care for you away. "He said . He was right .I'm just so scared of getting hurt that I'm pushing my loved ones away.

"Your right. I'll try my best to not be so stuck-up." I said smiling . He looked at me then smiled. "You promise?" He asked . I smiled and got on my toes and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "Promise." I said . He had a smile which reached his eyes. I smiled seeing him smile.

We went back upstairs. "So what movie next?" He asked . "OMG a horror movie ." I said excited. I love horror movies. All the blood and gore ghost and demons. I absolutely love it .Jackson on the other hand looked at me weirdly.

"What?" I asked him. He shook his head.

We sat on the bed .I sat between his legs with my head resting on his chest. He is really comfortable despite all the musculs he is still very soft. His arms was around my waist. I really love this. My heart is beating like a hundred miles an hour. I feel so safe in his arms. I think I ...love him. Could it be . Could I really love him. Yes it is I do . I love Jackson .

I smiled at that thought and put my hands over his and rested my head on his chest. He rubbed my stomach with his thumb and kissed my temples. I leaned into his kiss . We both signed in content.

He started the movie . 'Annabelle creation'. We watch it and to be honest it wasn't that scary. Well I don't find anything scary since I've watched horror movies since I was like 5 or something. So I don't scare easily. Jackson on the other hand was holding me for dear life . It's kind of funny of how such a big man can get scared. The movie ended.

We ate our pizza and talked about stuff . He told me about his family. He is an only child. Him and his father and mother isn't that close but they do keep in touch. He also told me about his crazy encounters with his fans and let me tell you it's so funny.

He is an introvert just like me . He just opened up to me which I'm really happy about. I can't believe I'm in love with Jackson. I can't stop stop smiling .

I got up and started to play music. He looked at me confused. "I want to tell you something so better listen closely . I'm gonna sing it Okay. "

HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEART BY MELANIE MARTINEZ
(Chorus)
Can we just be honest
These are the requirements
If you think you can be my one and only true love
You must promise to love me
And damn it if you fuck me over
I will rip your fucking face apart

(Verse1)
Step 1 you must except that I'm a little out mind
Step 2 this is a waste if you can't walk me down the finish line
Step3 give me passion don't make fun of my fashion
Step 4 give me more give me more, more
If you can't handle a heart like mine don't waste your time with me
If you not down to bleed
No oh if you can't handle the choking the biting, the loving the smothering till you can handle it no more no more
Go home

(Chorus)
Can we just be honest
These are the requirements
If you think you can be my one and only true love
You must promise to love me
And damn it if you fuck me over
I will rip your fucking face apart

High school sweetheart line up and try to waste my time
High school sweetheart shut up if your not my type×2

(Verse2)
Step 5 you can't be scared to how me off and hold my hands
Step 6 if you can't put in work I don't know what you think this fucking is
Step 7 this one goes to 11 if you cheat you will die
If you can't handle a heart like mine don't waste your time with me
If you not down to bleed
No oh if you can't handle the choking the biting, the loving the smothering till you can handle it no more no more
Go home

(Chorus)
Can we just be honest
These are the requirements
If you think you can be my one and only true love
You must promise to love me
And damn it if you fuck me over
I will rip your fucking face apart

High school sweetheart line up and try to waste my time
High school sweetheart shut up if your not my type×2

(Verse3)
Could you hold me through the night
eat me up like apple pie put you lips all over mine
Salty face when I start crying
Could you be my first time
Eat me up like apple pie
Make me not wanna die
Love me rough and let me fly
Get me up yeah get me high
Tie me down don't leave my side
Don't be a waste of my time

(Chorus)
Can we just be honest
These are the requirements
If you think you can be my one and only true love
You must promise to love me
And damn it if you fuck me over
I will rip your fucking face apart

High school sweetheart line up and try to waste my time
High school sweetheart shut up if your not my type×2

After I sang that song I looked Jackson dead in the eye . He smirk then raised his eyebrows and bit his lip . OMG that so hot . I looked in his eyes and they were full of lust . I looked at him confused. "You want me to love you rough?" He asked in a very sexy husky voice .

When I realise what his saying my eyes went wide." OMG is that all you heard from the song ?" I shook my head. "You have a disgusting mind ." I said and laughed

We spend the rest of the day talking watching movies and teasing each other. We slept around 11:00 . Now that I think of it the whole Jackson is here he never slept in his own room but I don't care I love having him here holding me.