POSSESSIVE LOVE

(20)OPENING UP

🎶TATTOOED ON MY HEART BY BISHOP BRIGGS
Jackson P.O.V
I was enjoying my baby in my arms. "Jackson if I give you a chance will you break my heart?" I open my eyes and saw that my angel was serious.

"Of course not angel you mean everything to me " I said trying to convince her that she should give me a chance but even if she wasn't going to give me a chance she was still mine and no one can have her except me.

"Why do you ask that angel?" I ask her rubbing her back in a soothing manner.

"Nothing" she mumbled and I shook my head.

" No angel it's not nothing please tell me we can so that we can work trough it " I tell her hoping we can work trough her past so we can start our future together.

"You know that I'm originally from South Africa?" She ask and I nod urging her to go on.

"Well all the woman in my family was never lucky with love . My grandmother fell in love and got pregnant with my aunt but my aunts father was an abusive obsessed man he use to lock my grandmother up when his friends came to visit and never allowed her to go out but she escaped him with her baby . Then she fell in love with my grandfather who was in the army he only got her pregnant and left no one knows if he's still alive or dead . After that my grandmother never had a boyfriend again." She breath out but continued. Meanwhile I rub her back soothing her.

" When my aunt grew up she fell in love with this guy he was nice at first a real gentleman and even though my grandmother warned her against him she didn't listen. They started a family but they didn't marry they had two kids together. He was a alcoholic he use to abuse my aunt . One night he came home drunk and beat her with a bottle till today there's a hole in her arm of how severe the wound was. But after a while she left him and raised her kids alone just like my grandmother. " She said then laid her head on my chest and I continue to rub her back.

"Then when my mom met my dad they fell in love and had my elder sister but my dad already had Graham with another woman. Anyway after they had Courtney they decided to get married but my dad was a drunkard at the time and he cheated alot on her the moment I was born they divorced. My mom left me and my sister with my grandmother. My grandmother taught us these things from a young age that we shouldn't fall in love because man always take advantage of us woman but my grandmother wasn't a bad person she was great at raising me and my sister. "

"As I grew up I went to a new school Haarlem Secondary school there I met this guy Julian he was a year older then me he was 17 . At first he was great always gentle and soft with me .He made me fall in love with him I gave him my first ever kiss . We were great I was totally in love with him but then I found out that he was just playing with me and that he never loved me that he had a girlfriend and that they had a child together and that they are in a long distance relationship and he was only using me to temporally forget about her . When I found this out I was broken I was complete and utterly shattered." She said crying into my chest.

I held her close and wispered sweet nothings to her ear . "I was completely devastated and I vowed never to love again but luckily sister was always there for me ." She said then wiped her tears but there were something that was bothering me a bit .

"Did you guys uh do it? ...I mean have sex ?" I ask her hoping I'm her first but even of I wasn't her first I would still love her as much as I love her now .

"No actually I was just 16 at the time and my virginity is the most important thing fo me . So I haven't given it to anyone and after Julian I never even looked at another man " She said . I felt some what relieved.

"Look baby I know you may not believe me now but I will try my best to win you over you mean everything to me . These past few days that I've spend with you was the best days in my whole life . Before you I never smiled at a woman or anyone at that matter. I was always serious never wasting my time on unnecessary stuff but you changed me . In fact I've never even sat and talked to a woman like the way I'm talking to you right now. I only used them to fulfill my needs and got rid of them but you Catlin your different your special. " I said to her and kissed her tear stained cheeks. She gives me a small smile and nods.

I took the blanket and moved under it . I laid down with my angel laying on top of me. I held her tight and rubbed her back in a soothing manner and after a while I heard her soft snors and her breathing even . I let this moment sink in. After a while I was in a blissful slumber with my angel in my arms where she belongs.