POSSESSIVE LOVE

(31)NOSTALGIC

🎶BIRD SET ME FREE BY SIA🎵
Jackson P.O.V
After we had our breakfast we went back to our room. We reach and she went to her bag to get something from it. She bent down giving me a perfect few of her ass .  That white jumpsuit hugging her curves perfectly. She got out a Male ring and put it on her finger. She turned around and looked at me." Baby who's ring is that ?" I ask not liking that she has a ring that I didn't give her . That too a Male one.

"It's my grandmother's. "She say then laugh. "My grandmother was a complete tomboy. She wore man's clothes and also shaved her head , you would think she's a man if you couldn't see her breast. She didn't wear jewellery either. This is the only thing she wore and when ever I feel a strong emotion I put it on" . She said rimenising about the person she hold most dear . I could only hope that I'll be as important to her as her grandmother was.

She walk towards me and we sat on the bed resting my head against the headboard. She laid her head on my chest while I had my arms around her . She started tracing pattern on my chest . I only sigh in contend this is just perfect. Her being in my arms are perfect.

"Tell me more about her my love . I really want to learn about the person who made this wonderful woman just for me." I say into her hair. I start playing with her silky smooth curls. She smiled.

"Well you know that my parents got divorce and that my mother left me and Courtney with her. We lived in a really small town called Krakeel. My grandmother was a really strong independent woman. She worked as a domestic worker for this woman . She was an amazing boss to my grandmother they were like sister. She also helped me and my sister when we would have assignment from school. They were like the same age.

My grandmother loved me and my sister equally but she was more protective over me since I was a very sick child. My father wasn't there much . We would hear about him once a year or so . So she had to provide for us . She would go out early morning and come back late night but she never complained. Instead she made all our wishes come true.  If I asked her for something she instantly got it for me and the only thing she asked from me was to study hard and become successful. "She pause then smile with a tear in her eye.

"You know one night I had to go to school for recognition for my work . I got third place that night and I felt like I was disappointing her . The woman who worked day and night to make my life easy. She was already in her 60 the age of retirement in SA but she kept on working for my comfort. The moment we got home that night. I bursted into tears apologising that I disapointed her but she shocked me when she hugged me.

' Blompot I'm always proud of you this diploma is a prove that you are trying hard just try harder and besides I'm not telling you to study because of me I'm telling you to study for yourself.' That was her words to me.

My grandmother was like my best friend we talked to each other like sisters. Me, her and my sister. When we were together we would always prank anyone and make fun of other.  When we were together we always laughed like crazy people. We were inseparable ." She said with the biggest smile. I only smile at how happy she is talking about her grandmother.

"But everything changed when my sister had to go to high school . She went and lived with my mother while I stayed with my grandmother. Our relationship grew stronger and stronger over the years . It was just us in our own little bubble. 3 year later Courtney completed school and she and my mother came back to live with us. I was happy to finally get to know my mother and also that my sister was back." She started to sniffle and released a sob

I panicked as to why she was crying. I quickly put her on my lap so she was straddling me . I hugged her closer and rubbed her back. "I started to notice my sister had changed. She was a quiter and more submissive person and would instantly listen to what my mother said . My grandmother raised me to be a spitfire .

I never kept my mouth shut if I felt something was wrong . I started to notice that my mother wasn't happy that I was not as submissive as Courtney. If she done something wrong I would voice my opinion and she did not like that one bit .

She also didn't show me any affection as she would to Courtney. She would always say hurtful stuff about my appearance.  Like that I have a ugly nose or my lips were too thick and it really hurt me but I didn't say anything.

Then she started to hit me and I didn't keep quite about it. I told my grandmother and my grandmother didn't handle it well, she ousted my mother from the house . She pleaded my grandmother to let her stay so my grandmother gave her another chance.

One night I was really happy to was Christmas and every Christmas we would watch movies together. So I got excited and put the TV on but she said something about Michael Jackson and at that age anything against him would hurt me deeply I was completely obsessed with him and I still am . I lashed out on her and went to bed crying myself to sleep that night. The morning when I woke up I heard voices.

She was screaming that she regretted giving birth to me and that Courtney was much better than me and I'm ugly. She also said I'm a spoiled brat. That it was my fault that she and my father got divorced , he could see I'm the devil. My family was really religious so when she said those words my heart went stone cold towards that woman. I hated her with every fibre in me .

She always tried to turn my grandmother against me but it never worked. Our bond was too strong. We got in a argument almost every night.

I reconnected with my dad when I was 16 . We use to talk about everything and anything and she was mad because Courtney did not share that relationship with him but long story short after my grandmother passed away I went to live with my dad . He tried to reach out to Courtney but she was completely brainwashed by my birth giver . We managed to convince her and here I am. "She said then whipped her tears away .

I put her head in the crook of my neck and rubbed her back soothingly. "Your mother is wrong about you babygirl you are the most beautifully gorgeous spesiment God created. "She laughed.

"Obviously you'd say that because your my boyfriend." She said with a red nose and puffy eyes .

"No really your breathtakingly gorgeous my sweet, sweet babydoll ." I say pinching her cheeks and speaking in a baby voice.

She swap my hands away from her cheek and rest her head on my chest . We lay in each other's arms in silence. I relish this moment. Her in my arms allowing me to touch her . This feel like my own piece of heaven . Heaven on earth just for me.

"Jackson why don't you and your parents get along?"

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This chapter was really hard to write because every bit of it was true . About my appearance and stuff . So writing something so personal was quite hard.