San Vicente Series #1, Moon Embraces The Sun

Twenty-three

@ashia.s: 3 weeks to go

@alora.sun: I'm excited i wanna meet this Julian guy.

@zansoleil: Don't you remember him sun?

@alora.sun: Magiging excited ba akong makita sya kapag naalala ko?

@zansoleil: Whatever

Lagi na akong tinatawagan at chinachat nina ashia at suinnee, uuwi sila dito dahil archi's throwing a beach party dito.

I had to rush in taking a shower dahil may lakad pa kami ni julian.

Lumalabas kami ni julian, lagi syang nandyan kapag kailangan ko ng tulong o ano, lagi nya ako pinapatawa, ni minsan ay hindi nya pinaramdaman sakin na hindi ako importante sa kanya.

Kahit ubos na yung gas ng motor nya tapos wala syang pambili ng gas, ginagawa nya pang umutang sa tindahan.

I really admire him, simpleng bagay lang ang nagpapasaya sa kanya, he never wanted me to spend money whenever we're together, he's even trying to buy me some expensive foods but i told him i prefer Street foods instead.

Julian is the Typical probinsyano guy you'll meet, he's a good looking probinsyano. He always bring me to a coffee shop, karaoke bars and beaches.

He doesn't like sunset and sunrise, he just want to sit on the beach around 3 pm. Kaya nanibago ako, kung dati ay pinupuntahan ko ay sunset at sunrise ngayon ay tuwing sunset ay eksaktong umaalis kami ni julian.

He's really nice and responsible guy, for me being responsible is the new sexy.

Kapag magkasama kami ni julian, nararamdaman ko talaga ang minsan minsang pagkakailang nya sa estado ng pamumuhay namin, i don't care about that actually.

Magkalapit lang din ang bahay nina sun sa kanila. Napapadalas din akong magtungo sa barangay nila dahil doon ang bahay nina julian, i miss her, parang kahapon lang pumupunta kami ni ashia sa bahay nila para lang magchismisan ngayon ay wala na.

I wonder how ashia's doing, si sun kapag may problema ay satsat ng satsat habang si ashia she's not that vocal when it comes to her feelings or her own problems, and i understand her it's not good to pressure her.

"Kumakain ka ba neto?"

Lumingon ako at tiningnan ang lalaking naglalakad patungo sakin, i gave him a smile and nodded.

"Ayos!" aniya

"Who wouldn't eat these?" I shrugged

"Ikaw? Sa tingin ko yung mga mayayaman hindi kumakain ng ganyan"

"Hindi ako mayaman, tsaka paborito ko 'to" i lied, oo kumakain ako ng Banana cue pero hindi ko ito paborito, i wanted to make him feel na equal lang kami, tao lang kami at ang mga kinakain nya ay makakakain ko rin.

Inubos namin ang dala nyang pagkain, banana cue iyon at mga softdrinks na nakalagay sa plastik.

"Tara na! Lumulubog na ang araw!" Ani julian tsaka pinagpagan ang sarili, nakaupo lang kami ngayon sa buhangin na nasa ilalim ng puno.

"Can we just stay for.. an hour?"

"Huh? Bago to ah, dati ayaw mo sa ganitong oras" aniya

It's not that i dont like it, i just dont want the memories flashing in my head, but today i feel like i should stay, and let it go there's no point if i keep on avoiding it i will only lose myself.

"Can you just sit with me and watch the sunset?" I asked looking up to him

He nodded and gave ma genuine smile.