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𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝟭𝟬:𝟯𝟬 𝗽𝗺
im playing rod wave new album with the door shut (&&) locked , i played letter from houston .
" and I cannot wait 'til I see you, hug you, and kiss you remember when I had first met you how I used to sweat youi used to call your phone and text you and tell you you're special " i sung with tears rolling down my face .
Like girl, you're special, you the kinda girl that I need I actually made your mind sometimes, I can't believe Wonder what your nigga was thinking when he let you leave You try to leave, I might get down on my hands and knees I'm still a G, please believe, but girl, you make me weak You make me feel something I never felt, the reason I never left A lot of hoes want your position, but they tripping You been with me since the beginning and that's the way I'ma end it .
i was in my feelings , thinking about te'quez i gotta see him tomorrow . oh shit i forgot to call her , fuck this , i turn down my music .
" hello "
" hii this is girl from the convient store "
" oh hey i never caught ya name "
" my nickname baby buh its krissy "
" aw mines is khia "
" right so about the sister thing "
" theres alot i got to tell you , he came about 2 years ago round the time you said he went missing i was 13 at the time my mom introduced me to him , he came to Los Angeles , i saw a picture of you when you was younger he told my mom he aint want to see you dead and he said you was a bad daughter im so sorry "
when i tell you i was in tears , i held my mouth so she didnt hear .
" thank you ill talk to you later "
beep beep
i played numb by rod wave , i went out to the kitchen , breezy (&&) grimey was still sitting down.
i walked past them (&&) grabbed a bottle .
" yo you good you look like you been crying " breezy asked worried .
i stuttered holding back tears " yea im straight " i pop off the cap drinking the 1800 taking it back to my room .
I locked my door (&&) burst out in tears hearing that .
Tryna shake the pain but I can't take it Tryna shake the pain but I can't take it Mary Jane, tell me if you love me, baby Whoadie on that molly, he can feel it in his chest I traded my problems for Percocets Took one sip and it turned into ten Took one sip, he on that drank again I been lost in my thoughts, I can't stop thinkin' Lost in a cough, I can't stop drinkin' Phone keep ringin', need me to break, uh I'll stop, but just not today I don't wanna feel my face, I don't wanna feel my face.
the song plays as I drink the bottle of 1800 I lost control I did not know what I was doing , popping 2 percs , I grabbed the gun from my bed (&&) aimed it to my head , I left off the shot but I was not dead it hit the fucking night stand my wack ass aim .
-------------------------------------------------------------- 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬 𝙖𝙨𝙨 𝙪𝙥𝙙𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙨 🥺🥺.... I'm sorry I just been caught up in school work ! but go read my new story relentless .
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