Taking Chances

III

Chapter 3: Farewell, my love

ANDITO na ako sa airport, typically sa VIP area pero sinabi ko kay Dad na hindi ako magpriprivate plane dahil gusto ko makasalamuha ang mga iba't-ibang tao at makalanghap ng hangin ng Pilipinas, I was listening to some music habang naghihintay para sa flight ko.

Maybe you don't like talking too much about yourself

But you should've told me that you were thinkin' 'bout someone else

You're drunk at a party or maybe it's just that your car broke down

Your phone's been off for a couple months, so you're calling me now

I know you, you're like this

When shit don't go your way you needed me to fix it

And like me, I did

But I ran out of every reason

Now suddenly you're asking for it back

Could you tell me, where'd you get the nerve?

Yeah, you could say you miss all that we had

But I don't really care how bad it hurts

When you broke me first

You broke me first

I was cut in listening to a song when I heard the announcement, calling my flight already.

Goodbye for now Philippines!

⌚11:45 A.M

"Passengers of Philippine Airlines boarding for United States please proceed to the departure area, thank you," rinig ko sa announcement.

Flight ko na to. Pagkaapak ko sa eroplano alam kong wala na itong atrasan. Ito na talaga, oras na para lumisan ng tuluyan. Oras na para isipin ang sarili ko. Sana balang araw, pagbalik ko rito ay wala na ang sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon.

Habang tanaw tanaw ang pag-angat ng eroplano sa ere ay bumalik sa akin lahat ng ala-ala na alam kong hanggang doon lang.

Dinadalaw na ako ng antok kaya napag-isipan kong matulog na muna pero bago pumikit ang aking mata ay may sumagi sa isipan ko.

Sebastian

BIGLA akong nakaramdam ng kakaiba ngayon, para akong kinakabahan na ewan.

Bawat oras, bawat minuto at bawat segundo ay si Jamaica ang pumapasok sa aking isipan. How is she? Is she okay? Mahal pa ba niya ako? Napatigil ako ng mapagtanto ang naisip ko.