Taking Chances

IV

Chapter 4: 3 years without him

3 years later

NANDITO ako sa stage ng sikat na guesting show na "Beyond Beauty" that is under the WMA Network and Management na pinamumunuan na ngayon ng pinsan kong si Raven.

Tatlong taon na ang lumipas, kamusta na kaya siya? Hindi ata nawawala sa isip ko ang tanong na yan, akala ko madali akong makakamove on since malayo na ako sa kanya, I cutted all my connections with him, I blocked his number and unfollowed his social media accounts. I refrained myself on asking someone about him.

I was on my deep thought ng bumalik ako sa ulirat dahil sa sinabi ng host, signaling me to enter the show.

"For tonight, our guest is the World's Hottest Supermodel and World's Model Princess, let us all welcome Jamaica Aelysha Legaspi"

and that's like a cue for me to stand tall and proud, walk like a model and face a huge number of audience. As soon as I appeared on the show, I can hear loud cheers, roars and echos around me.

"Good evening Ms. Jamaica, it is an honor to meet you" pagbati ng host sa akin na sinuklian ko lang ng ngiti.

I have mentioned that na may sakit ako sa puso. Pagdating ko palang sa America ay nagpagamot na kami kaagad, it was better kung naagapan siya in the early years but what's keeping me that time is Seb, natatakot kasi akong mawalay sa kanya na nakalimutan ko na ang kapakanan ko, I was swallowed by my love for him that it drowned me and I barely stand up and recover from it.

My operations were successful at wala na akong inaksaya na oras and I started training to become a model with the help of my friend Corrine, who is a very famous actress.

I took some classes to harness my skills and talent and after a few push, I started with my career. My name boomed in just a month, I didn't expect it but it was very overwhelming.

Nagpatuloy tuloy ang paglago ng modeling career ko, I also became a runway model in different famous fashion shows. I can say that I am happy with what I am doing.

Since my name is somehow known in the world, di na ako magtataka na sobrang updated na si Seb sa akin but pwede ding hindi, if wala na siyang pake sa akin but my other friends, they showed their support like sina Joan, Andre at iba ko pang kaibigan especially when I post something on my socmed accounts.

"Same to you". sagot ko habang may ngiti parin sa aking mga labi, I feel happy and great today when I saw a comment from someone I do not know in my instagram post about my look for today.

Matagal tagal na din siya, he or she always never forgets to react on my posts and always leave a good comment and it always makes me happy and relax.

from a username of @slllovesjal143, kung sino ka man I would like to meet and thank you in person.

"I would like to thank you for responding to our request to have you here in our show" sabi niya bago ngumiti pabalik sa akin.

"Actually it is my honor to be here before I finally move back to the Philippines"

"Your career has been booming Ms. Jam, do you think you would still be accepting projects once you are back in the Philippines?"

"Yes, I think so. I don't want to limit my capabilities and talent so if ever I have an incoming project sooner or later while at my stay in my home country, I would gladly accept it." I answered in a monotone, I've been thinking about if for the past few days and I said to myself na kaya ko, but now it is in my home soil anymore.

"Can we ask if what is your relationship status? There has been rumors that you had a relationship with the famous young bachelor, Sebastian Liam Lim" the host said that held my breath, tila naumid ang dila ko at wala akong mahagilap na salita na pwedeng isagot, I didn't expect that they would know about this pero nakalimutan ko ata kung paano gumana ang socmed sa panahon ngayon especially concerning big and popular personalities.