doesn't speak// M.P

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⚠warning if u can't take suicidal stuff⚠
i decided to skip the rest of school w out mattia noticing bc i didn't want anyone to see my pain especially mattia even tho ive act like im ok but im really not i got a phone call from mattia
m: hey where are you?
a: home
m: why are at your house
a: i felt sick
m: lies me and the boys are going to your house
a: don't I'll be fine
a: mattia?!
a: did this bitch hang up on me
                      *end of the phone call*
i was on my bathroom floor and i saw pills on my counter i grabbed them and chugged the whole bottle and i felt dizzy and passed out
*mattia's pov*
i called her bc i didn't see her at all since last period (skip to lunch) hey guys we need to get to Alex's house now "wait why" ale said "no questions asked just come on" mattia replied back so we all ran to her house we went to her room i didn't see her until i opened the bathroom door and i saw her laying on the floor i told the boys to call 911 the ambulance came and took her we went to the hospital w her, we had to wait in a waiting room as i started to tear up and they all told me it gonna be ok u stood up and put my arms out and said "group hug i need it" so kairi,alejandro and alvaro got up and hugged mattia
d~ doctor
d: yall can come see her
we followed him to the room i rushed towards her bed i grabbed her hand and held it tightly
d: she hasn't woke up yet but she is still alive, if yall haven't found her as quickly she wouldn't have made it
m: ok can we stay over night
d: ofc
"hey want us to bring food" alvaro said "yes,if we're gonna stay overnight we need to eat" mattia said "ok what tho" kairi said "pizza" alejandro said "ok can yall go get it imma stay here w alex" mattia said "yea we'll brb" alvaro said *few mins later they come back w the pizza* "we back" kai said we ate and alejandro and kairi went to go get blankets meanwhile mattia posted "at the hospital"
the comments
nj_family: wait what
^mattias.spam: alex tried to commit su*cide
blush.kairi: wait why did alex commit
^mattias.spam: bc on how the fandom hates her for no reason and other stuff
*load more comments*
kairi and alejandro came back i was beside alex on my phone and kairi,alejandro, and alvaro was on the couch until they fell asleep i moved over alex a little so i can lay
beside her,i put my hand over hers and went to sleep and i opened my eyes to find nobody not even alex so i got up and i found her standing in the hallway i went up to her and she turned around and she automatically hugged me and started crying than i saw further down the hall and it was her dad "am i in her dreams?!" i asked myself and i saw a axe (how ever you spell it) and grabbed it i grabbed her and hid in a closet, we hid for a good 5 mins until her dad that's been haunting her dreams found us and tried to grab her i pushed him out the way and hit him w the axe (like i said how ever you spell it i have trouble spelling stuff) and he was dead/gone for sure no more haunting her dreams  and i woke up she was still asleep i just teared up and kissed her head my hand is still over hers i fell back asleep and i woke up around 9 in the morning i saw that kai was up and said morning she said it back i felt a thumb rubbing against my hand "alex!?" i said kai came over to the other side of her bed as she opened her eyes she looked at me and said "why am i here" i teared up again "fuck i don't wanna cry i. front of yall" i said in my head "you tried to commit su*cide" i said "im srry"
*alex's pov*
"im srry" i said "i just got tired of my fucking life and i didn't want to be here anymore but i wanted to be w you but like i said im just tired of my life" i explained
"hey its ok im just glad you're alive" mattia said i hugged both kai and mattia "kai go get the doctor" mattia said and thats what he went to go do, a few minutes later he came back w the doctor
d: hey alex,how do u feel
a: im ok
*y'alls pov*
*the doctor give information and yall are walking out the hospital to go to your car and going home*
"we're almost home" alejandro said we pulled the the neighborhood and got to my house "ok we need to tell our moms we're gonna take care of alex" mattia said they all pulled out their phone and texted all of their moms "she said ok" the boys said " but we need clothes tho" " or i can wash the clothes yall left here " alex said "im guessing we're gonna start sleeping in the living room" alvaro said " i have plenty space in my room plus i have a couch bed and a extra mattress " alex said "how long are we gonna stay here"kairi said "i don't think yalls moms will let you live w me so idk" alex said
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hey im srry that this is short but im also srry i haven't updated in a month ik yall wanted another chapter but i had to go through something a lot actually lmao but yall wouldn't care but if u like thia vote or not but ilysm peace ✌