doesn't speak// M.P

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"who's gonna get the snacks" alejandro said "i will" kairi said "but what do we need" kai added "chips,drinks and candy" mattia said "ok" kairi said as he walked out the door as m me,mattia,ale, alvaro and roshaun got everything set up kairi came back right on time and we layed down an watched the movie (kairi was on my left and mattia was on my right while alvaro and ale was on kairis side and roshaun was on mattias side) and i was laying on mattias chest and he was playing w my hair everyone fell asleep but i couldn't so i went on tiktok and i saw something that i related too and i commented and it blew up i got people saying srry and i saw others that wasn't very nice lik like one of them said "haha good" and "srry but don't care❤" so i cried al little bit but i didn't cry lot bc i didn't want mattia or the boys to hear me and i just laid on mattia chest until i saw a message on the tv and it said i want you and i turned around to see, my dad? his hand was in a fist and he looked like he wanted to hurt me and in his other hand i saw a knife and he stabbed me i started to bleed and i said "im gonna die" over and over again and i felt someone shaking my saying "wake up alex" it was mattia and kairi tryna wake me up and i finally woke up and mattia sat me in his lap "did you have another bad dream abt your dad" mattia said i nodded "wait what !?" kairi said ale, alvaro,and roshaun woke up "what happened" they said " lately alex has been having bad dreams abt her dad killing her " mattia explained "why" roshaun said "her past,remember that he killed her mom,so her dad tries to get her in her dreams" he said "how do you know" alejandro said "ik known alex for my whole life plus its kinda obvious" " true" kairi said "ight lets go back to sleep" kai added and thats what we did and a few hours we woke up kairi was the last one to wake up "we better get home bc we all have school tomorrow"
but them dumbasses are gonna leave at 12 in the afternoon (i would lmao) "ight bye alex" all of the boys said and i went to make myself lunch and i had a little snack and the rest of the day i did nothing but just sat down and watched tv and when it was around dinner i just went to chick-fil-a and went back home and sat on my bed and watched tv after i ate i cleaned up than went to go brush my teeth and hair put on some short shorts and a t-shirt than i went off to bed than i there was a knock at my door i got up and when to open it to find my dad he grabbed me and start to choke me he pin he up against the wall and started to choke and i woke up while i was gasping and i texted mattia
bby💞❤
a: tia i need you
m:why what happened my love❤
a: a nightmare
m: ill be there in a min mk💞
a: hurry im shaking
m: don't cry im omw
~end of convo~
mattia has a key to my door so he can just walk in if i need him straight away or if its an emergency "alex!" he yelled he walked in my room i got up and went straight into his arms "hey im here for you" he said "do you need me to stay" he added and i nodded and he did and we went to sleep 5:45 as i saw the time and mattia still asleep i got up and got into the shower than i got ready for school (a/n:today you can pick the outfit alex can wear in to lazy to say lmao) i shook mattia to get up "yea bbg" he said in his morning voice i showed him the the date "school?" i nodded " can we go by my house so i can get ready " i nodded so i grabbed my keys and went to his house so he can change for school it was 6:25 when we arrived to school and we said hey the boys "hey alex" tb (the boys) said i waved and they said hey to mattia and we went to first period i got bored and asked to go to the bathroom and when i went to the bathroom i saw jenna and she came to me and said she wanted to talk "hey alex can i say im do srry that i treated you like that ik you went through a hard time and i just so srry for my actions can you forgive me plz" i point to my head "you'll think abt it" i nodded and she gave me her number so i can tell her i forgive her or not i will bc she sounds like she means it
•lunch•
"bruh im so tired" kairi said " i bet we all are" alvaro said "i want school to be over rn" alejandro said "bruh same" roshaun said "what are yall doing after school" Robert said the boys said nothing and i just shook my head and i felt someone tryna sit by me it was alex? ugh what does he want "hey beautiful" alex said
"hey watch it buddy"mattia said "or what" alex said mattia was getting up but i sat him back down and trying to calm down i got up grabbed his hand i said w hand motion to let the boys come on and go somewhere else away from alex and we did and he went to the soccer field and went on the bleachers i was rubbing mattias back calming him down and he did than he grabbed me and sat me on his lap and hugging me "ahh shi" the boys said "stfu" mattia said "we should go to class" kairi said
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hey guys this is bad yes ik im just tired,mad,sad, and other emotions i cant explain im just confused w life but n e ways hope yall like my sure to vote if u like it so far ilysm and i just posted this at 3 in the morning listening to "father forgive me by Shiloh dynasty" ig:kairi.vibezzz ight ilysm peace ✌