doesn't speak// M.P

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i got a text from mattia

mattia💞
m-hey do you want to
hang w me and tb (the boys)

A-sure

m-ight imma pick u up ok

a-ok buba

m-ok mamas
i got dressed and i wrote on a piece of paper saying "imma be hanging out w mattia" and handed to my grandma and she said "be safe" and i nodded yes, than mattia came and picked me up and we all went to the mall and i saw this boy who kept on looking at me and i got wired out and mattia notice "you ok alex?" i nodded but i really wasn't "are yall hungry" alejandro said yup every one said (and ik yall know i nodded) and we went to go get chic fil a and headed to kairi's place and we hung out than kairi went live
fan1-hey kai💞
fan2-who's that?
fan3- oh mattia had a girl😏
m-shes my childhood friend
m-"alex come here"
as i went to the phone i saw comments like "aww she's so pretty" "i want to be pretty like her😩" and there are some negative comments "ewww" "ugly" " she just wants clout" and more but thats all i see is hate on me so i went back to sit on the bed and looked down "whats wrong" said mattia i shaked my head saying nothing and mattia pulled me to say hi to his fans and he introduced me to them and i just see hate but i see love too so i just kept a straight face and tb (the boys)decided to make a tikok and ended the live and again i went to go look at the comments i just saw hate "bro she wants clout" "eww she's so ugly" "why dose she even exist" and more when i saw the " why does she even exist" i just replied saying "i didn't know i asked myself that everyday" and they where shocked bc i replied and they were shocked and commented saying "aww don't say that" and "shes just faking" and i just done and started to break down and mattia came up to me "hey mamas whats wrong" i typed the words on my phone saying "i just see hate all of your fans hate me,and btw can you take me home" "yea come on" mattia said "hey guys imma take alex home ill brb" mattia also said "ight" alejandro said. i arrived home and ran up stairs and cried my eyes out until i had no more tears left and i went to sleep.
Saturday 2:30 damn i slept the whole day and i saw a missed called from mattia and 5 new messages from mattia "hey are you ok" "alex" " hello?! alex" "imma be over in 10" and when i went down stairs mattia was there he come up to me and gave a hug bc we was worried abt me "alex are you ok?" i nodded my head and he checked my arm (bc i cut myself and he doesn't like me doing that) "alex what happened last night" i pulled out my phone and typed out what happened
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-(hey guys i just want to say ik this is short and this is bad and idk what im doing but if you want me to add something you would like to read dm on Insta ~kairi.vibezzz ilysm have a good day or night and peace)