doesn't speak// M.P

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"aww im srry alex they just don't trust me around girls on what happened to the other one" mattia said i nodded "hug?" i nodded and he gave me a big hug and i just felt safe and i felt something like i just have feeling for him but im just his real closet friend but idk i think i like him but the same time but we decided to bring the boys over @ 5 to watch a movie
~5 w/ the boys😎~ <i am so srry for that>
i heard a knock at the door "hey alex" all of the said i just waved "what movie are we gonna watch" kairi said "we should get snacks and we should order a pizza first " alvaro said "yea we should" mattia said "alex and mattia yall go get the snacks and ill order and pay for the pizza" "ok bet,cmon alex" as we arrived to the store and i saw jenna oh great "hey bebe, i see u brought your little freak" she said w her annoying voice "yes she is my only little freak not nobody else and don't call me that" mattia said "i hope she dies" than mattia and jenna looked at me and i did a hand motion saying me too w a serious face mattia said "you not gonna die alex" while hugging me and she got mad and walked away, so after all of that bs the pizza already arrived,we got the blankets kairi was on my left and mattia was on my right and alejandro and alvaro was on the other couch and we started to watch omb (on my block) and i layed in front of mattia and 30 mins in that movie i saw all of the boys fell asleep and i felt hands around my waist and ofc it was mattia sleeping i knew when he falls asleep he has to hold something bc he's so lonely bur it's something he dose so i just fell asleep
~next morning~
"alex" i woke up and saw mattia saying if i want something to eat i nodded and got dressed to go eat somewhere, we went to ihop "what would yall like today" the waitress said they all order and it was my turn to speak but mattia spoke for me,and while the waitress walked off he said under his breath saying "freak" mattia got up but i pulled his arm and gave him a "dont do anything" face. We all ate and went back home "what should we do" alvaro asked "mall" kai said "sure alejandro said we drove to the mall and hung out for a while until girls came up to them asking for pictures so i just stepped aside and waited until they were done and i gave them a confused look and kai said "oh did we forget to tell you we are tiktok famous" i still gave them a confused look "its an app where people can just be silly and stuff" and i gave them a look saying oh " you should download it some time " mattia said i nodded. After that we went to go get ice cream and we all hung out at the park for 2-3 hours (ik sounds like a lot if hours) and it was sunrise and we all went back home so that night i decided to download tiktok and i made my acc and i made a vid and caption sayin : hey im new
and people recognized me from mattias live and decided to look up the boys and i followed them and they'll followed back
comments: (f- fan h-hater)
f- she's is so pretty😍
f-i love her hazel eyes
h-eww ugly
h-isn't she that bitch who was w mattia
h-bitch
h-go kill yourself
h-snake
that's all i get is hate and they hate me bc im friends w the boys like that is messed up like he can have a girl best friend have me and mattia done something no but im just really close to him,yk just fuck it fuck my life my life is messed im just gonna go to bed and just go to school not talking to them since that's what they want
~morning ~
i woke and i haven't heard my grandma the last time ive seen her was last night,so i went to her room and tried to wake her up she didn't wake up so i shook her harder (no homo) and still wouldn't so i called the person i can only trust and yes it is mattia
mattia pov
i woke up and i got ready and as i was fixing my hair and putting on my shoes i have an incoming call from alex witch was weird cuz she just usually texts me (m- mattia a-alex)

a-mattia come over plz *i said crying*
m-alex don't cry imma be over omy ok tell me what happened
a-i think grandma died *i said breaking down)
m- ok im on your street and we'll call the ambulance ok
a- ok
~end of call~
*back to you* heard a knock and i saw mattia and i ran to him and gave him a hug bc didn't want grandma go especially i have no one to live w so i already called to ambulance went i was talking to mattia on the phone as the ambulance arrived i texted kai saying me and mattia might not be at school
olaf⛄
k- what's wrong alex
a- my grandma is in the hospital
k- omg what happened
a- i tried to wake her up and she wouldn't
k- aww im srry alex do you need me and the boys to come
a-no its ok
k- ok be safe
a-i will
end of chat
"who was that" mattia asked and i showed him who it was, we arrived at the hospital and we waited in the waiting room and i just kept on crying while mattia was hugging me "miss Sanchez" i stood up the doctor said "im srry but she didn't make it i just nodded and cried and went to my house and i just wanted to be left alone so i wrote down on a piece of paper telling mattia go to school and that I'll be fine so he left
mattis pov
she told me to go to school and idk it didn't feel right like i have a gut feeling someone will happen to alex ,as the day went on it was the end of the day and went to alex house and heard something it sounded like screaming so i ran to her room and i saw someone tryna get her
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-(hey guys ik this is bad idk how to write a good story and that type of shit but like i said if you want me to add stuff that you would want to read lmk my insta is kairi.vibezzz ilysm and ill try to post more if yall want me to post bye ily✌